April 11
April 11
Yo Jeff! I may have missed leaving you a note on the most important memory days. I'm getting older and the memory bank is probably full. As long as I am alive your subscription is paid. If it disappears then I have passed. Right now I'm 77 and will be 78 in July. Expecting to be here for that birthday and whatever happens after that. I guess sending you a message is an act of faith on my part. I do believe that no one disappears even after death. What actually happens is unknown. I suppose that makes us all unknown veterans.:-) I know that as long as you are remembered you are here. Your family and their offspring will always remember you. Fran and I think about you often and Gina still mourns you and always will. She refers to you as the "love of her life" and nothing will replace that. I also believe that we have been here since creation and will always be here as the elements that built us are eternal. They may be reassembled many times but they cannot be destroyed. Matter is eternal in that way. I don't know who follows this site outside of Fran and myself, but they probably think I am nuts but I am what I am. :-) You were and are one of the dearest people I have ever known. I would say rest in peace but that is a cop out. Live in whatever realm you are in and remember that you are still alive in this one in our hearts. This country and world is in the worst shape of my lifetime. I worry for those who will continue after I am gone. I have had a great life married to Fran for 57 years and that is enough for me. Much love to you. Doug