April 11, 2019
April 11, 2019
i miss you so much my love.. its so hard walking around without my daily buddy..it feels like it was just yesterday when you said "yes! ill see you tomorrow make sure you bring my shirt back and don't forget the chips i love you" i simply just answered you with "Ok i love you too!!i wont, ill see you tomorrow!!" a day passed and you weren't at school..the next day came about and you weren't there it wasn't until i got home my mom and dad sat me down and they told me what had happened..at first when everyone was saying "did you hear" i didnt wanna belive it so i just gnored it although i stayed very paranoid until i actually found out at the end of the day my body shook into 4 and my soul broke into 8ths.. i still cannot get over it but i know that for you i should because if i don't i'm not going to make you happy..you were such a sweetheart and i loved all of the times that wev'e had together even when we went to see baymax with colden and sammy. Jenna i love you and im sorry im so so sorry..i still have the video of me and you at Cactus's school dance acting all cute and such. i still have your shirt..i still have you you just you flooding my mind with your smile and happiness which brings sadness and a heavy heavy sense of remorse to my heart and it sucks but o know its for the better if that makes sense.. Jenna Baby your life was taken way way to soon, we were supposed to graduate together.. and go to dubai together, your smile your eyes you everything was so very contageous im still inlove with it.
Jenna you are such an amazing soul your beautiful.just please please stay happy for me and take care of mamma up their too!i love you please never leave my heart
Jenna you are such an amazing soul your beautiful.just please please stay happy for me and take care of mamma up their too!i love you please never leave my heart