My sweet baby brother, tho we've always lived a few thousand miles apart I've always wished for a closer relationship. I cherish the memories I have from when we were younger. My Brother - you made me proud! Such a strong handsome man. A bit sensitive - as you wore your heart on your sleeve, but after not long it seemed to have passed. It had been more as of this last year that we have really talked the most. I finally got to be your big sister, when we would talk for hours about girl problems and then visa versa. My saddened brother reaching out to me so I could again make him smile truly was a big deal to me and because i wasnt there to see you ride your bike, or to watch you win your karate matches... nor trick you around like brother & sisters do that's now what I get to hold onto. The sound of your voice - it still lingers. I knew you battled some demons but I never imagined it would come to this. I wish I could have taken away the darkness for you brother. I wish I could have been there for you . I hate that its taken for a tragedy like this for me to come to realize it truly is the smallest things in life that bring the most genuine joy and happiness. We take so many things for granted and before we know it's gone. And now my brother taken too soon. Jesse may you fly high, and soar in the sky, embracing freedom from the pain and free from tribulation. Jesse may you Rest in Paradise my sweet Baby Brother and one day we will get to meet again.