Jimmy, This is Tuesday, two days after mothers day, I cried more today, missing you so much, Sometimes I say to my self you are still here, I just haven't seen you, then I snap back to reality and I know you aren't here. I carried you for nine months, wiped your nose, changed your diaper fed you, I was your voice, I was your mother, you were a tough one to handle but we did it, You were happier in a group home, you got to go places, it was a whole new world for you. I missed you but I couldn't manage to care for you, You had behaviors, there were so many other things too, it was hard for me but I knew I had to do it. I saw you all the time, and I made sure you were being taken care of. I would call everyday, I know they were sick of me, but I didn't care, I wanted you to have the best., who would ever think you would go with the Lord before me? God had his plan , he didn't want you to be on earth without me cause I was the only one that looked after you. If I would of went first, then who would of made sure you were being cared for,? You would of been left alone cause no one visited you, only Dad and me, so you see God had a plan. I miss you so much my butterfly, I will keep your memory alive as long as Im alive, then were on our own buddie. We will be fine, we always were with the help of our Lord. Kisses Jimmy? I miss them. Love Momma.