Hi mummy I know I've not wrote to you in a while just so much going on but last week we scattered your ashes with papas and we kept some ofcourse I've got some for me &lizzie because after all this time a still can't let you go, I've never needed you as much as I need you now though it just seems the more I have of you the more I long to see your wee face again, just can't seem to get my thoughts straight the now mummy, could be doing with one of your hugs. Every year this gets harder every birthday or event just leaves me wishing you were here. Am trying to do the best I can for you n my dad but life just keeps throwing things in my way, Hayley's now 4 she's such a wee drama queen lol loves to dance and sing and last week she was holding your ashes and gave u a kiss and tells everyone tht my granny Joanie with the biggest smile on her face and Demi well she's the mini version of Hayley lol nearly 2 and today we gave up her pram cause she's a big girl now and likes to run lol, anyway old dear that's it for now will be back soon & untill then just know your in my heart and my he's 24/7 love you so much mummy bear <3 xxxxxxxx