Grandma, I love and miss you so very much. I am pretty sure that you already know, but you are the most amazing women I have and will ever meet. I wish you did not have to go through the suffering you went through, I wish you were still here with us. You were the glue to our family. Our family is not the same at all without you Grandma which you already know. There is no doubt in my mind that you are watching over us, I always find myself looking at the sky and saying "thank you so much grandma" because you and baby are my angels and you save me all the time. I love you so much. I wish you could have met Robert, I know that you would be happy I am with him. Today was grandpas birthday and we had his favorite cake.. German Chocolate. I know that I have been super busy working and seeing Robert and taking care of angel and I have not made much time for seeing grandpa and I am sorry. I know he needs us much more then we know. He loves you so much grandma which you already know. Him and Lucy miss you so much, they keep each other busy every day. He is a strong man. I can only imagine how hard it is for him though..... I miss staying the night with you and grandpa.. eating dinner around 4pm then going in the computer room while grandpa took his hour nap. Me, Anthony, Britt, and Ash would have to take turns playing on pogo lol or playing music videos on youtube. Anthonys favorite, Return to Sender. Then we would have ice cream and m&ms that grandpa always has on the little table by his chair in living room (I miss when he would always toss m&ms to Dusty haha!) and watch tv until we fell asleep. Wake up early in morning and take a little walk across the train tracks to the 99 cent store and then mcdonalds for early lunch. or we would go wake up mommy and we would all go. You made every single day our lifes the most amazing days we will ever have. Nothing is the same without you grandma. You are missed dearly.. every single day. I love you so very much grandma. :) I have so many more things I want to say but if I do nobody will want to read this because like all of my letters or cards I write too damn much! Therefore, every now and then I will write a memory or message to you. I Love you G-Sizzle ( Grandma )