I never said goodbye to you
it made no sence to me,
I only say goodbye,
to those i'll never see.
One day i'll hold your hand again;
in my heart i do belive,
that death is not the end of life;
it's just a short reprieve. 

I never said goodbye to you,
insread i said "I love you" .
As you departed on your journey
to a place where life is new,
I held your hand and kissed you.
Your leaving made me cry/ 

But in the end,
I know i'll see you again....
So i never said goodbye. 

There is a special angel in heaven
that is a part of me.
It is not where i wanted him
but where god wanted him.

He was here but just a moment
like a night time shooting star.
And though he is in heaven
he isnt very far.
 
He touched he heart of many
like only an angel can do,
I would've held him every minute
if the end i only know.

So i send this special message
 to the heaven up above.
Please take care of my angel
and send him all my love. 

Missing your smile
Missibg your love
Missing your laugh
Missing your hugs
Missing your kisses
Missing you so much
it hurts
 

its was so like john. that if we fell out  we would no argue but not speak.
untill one day i caught him arguing with someone, now i would normaly
go stright in to his room and confrount him, but i stood there and listend
and got a shock. he was only arguing with our dog brindi. i started to laugh
and could not stop untill john got up and came out and saw me rolling with laughter tears rolling  down my face and he just walked back in to the room with a face like thunder  he had been caught red handed arguing with the dog, Later on he found it funny too.