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This website was created in the memory of John Fedele.  PLEASE take a moment, and add a memory or story. It would be a HUGE BLESSING if you added a picture you might have. I know your reading this, so write something!!

His momma Cindy

February 19, 2012
February 19, 2012
When you where still a young baby you where so adorable and loved your sister. We fought alot but I always will love you. Have a 40 with Scott for me. Mayzee misses you and thinks of you alot. I miss you alot. I wish you could have met my husband. YOu two are pains in the ass and would have had fun irritating me and mom and then playing chess. RIP- love you
February 18, 2012
February 18, 2012
I MET SOME COOL DUDES ON MY ROUTE. THERE BAND NAME IS DOSE OF ADOLESCENCE GO TO YOUTUBE AND CHECK OUT THEIR SONG 85 TO 06 YOUR SO DEARLY MISSED IT WILL MAKE ALL OF YOU THINK OF JOHN FROM  UNCLE TED,,,,,
February 18, 2012
February 18, 2012
John, I remember when mom was pregnant with you, i was only 4 but I carried a purse with a little paper booklet that showed how mommy and the baby would grow each month. I looked at that so much. The day you where born Nana put me in my best dress. It was white with red polca dots, red socks and my dressy shoes. All because I was so excited to see the new baby brother.
February 17, 2012
February 17, 2012
Okay, I already can hear you say "crazy bitch, if you want me to have a happy birthday, get my Moms rollin, get me a beer and get the hell out of the way of the tv"! Since I can't do any of these, Happy Birthday little boy and my heart is with you today and always. (my middle finger just saluted you)
February 17, 2012
February 17, 2012
It's just so hard to believe that you're not with us. Such a handsome, funny, lovable person.  You always lit up the room when you walked in. So much energy! You were so thoughful to me. You always wanted to make me laugh and you always had a hug for me. Looking back, I can feel the love. I love you John.............You were always my favorite. I miss you and I think of you always.
February 17, 2012
February 17, 2012
I remember the day your mom brought you home from the hospital. We talked about how you and Vincent would play together when he was born and the neighborhood better watch out for you two. Today both of you are in Heaven and I hope you guys are together. I miss you and that big smile of yours. Hope to see you again. Love you MooMoo
February 7, 2012
February 7, 2012
John, we will always be connected in a way that only God knows why he chose to connect us. I see your smile when I close my eyes and your laugh haunts me. You are my "little boy" and I am your "crazy bitch". Peace little boy, Peace.
January 26, 2012
January 26, 2012
John, I'm so glad to have shared lots of good memories with u. I will never forget the long good bye we had at jenny's wedding, being a Sunday, I had to leave early and found myself with u, in the car bumping 2pac till the CD was done! Had a few smokes;) now i hear "heaven for a G","shed so many tears" and think of u.When u passed I had to get my L.A. Tattoo right were u have ur's. Just 4u
January 20, 2012
January 20, 2012
Looking at your pics and still can't believe you are not here, I can still hear you laugh. You are missed very much!!! You always had us laughing and the thing I remember the most when you were little was how you would try to get on your mom's nerves and crack up and run like hell when you knew you finall pushed all of her buttons. Your laugh and smile made it all worth it. Love you John.
January 20, 2012
January 20, 2012
I miss u with all my heart John-Balamba. But I know u have a purpose greater than just what's here on this earth. I know u watch out for me and I know you havent left us. But it still sucks. I'm always gonna think you left too soon, I don't care what you say. You left such an impact on so many of us. You where my only cousin that I'd get into any real trouble with
January 20, 2012
January 20, 2012
We were the little chocolate bunnies- we still are!!!!
January 20, 2012
January 20, 2012
You will always be "Little John" to me carrying your wubby everywhere you go. When you would smile your whole face would light up. I was so lucky to have you in my life and watch you grow into a handsome young man .You will always have a special place in my heart. I miss you and love you.
January 17, 2012
January 17, 2012
Sitting here with tears flowing... I look at your pictures and still find it difficult to comprehend the loss. Remembering you - a handsome young man, beautiful smile, and a wonderful silly, mischevious spirit. Love you John !

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February 19, 2012
February 19, 2012
When you where still a young baby you where so adorable and loved your sister. We fought alot but I always will love you. Have a 40 with Scott for me. Mayzee misses you and thinks of you alot. I miss you alot. I wish you could have met my husband. YOu two are pains in the ass and would have had fun irritating me and mom and then playing chess. RIP- love you
February 18, 2012
February 18, 2012
I MET SOME COOL DUDES ON MY ROUTE. THERE BAND NAME IS DOSE OF ADOLESCENCE GO TO YOUTUBE AND CHECK OUT THEIR SONG 85 TO 06 YOUR SO DEARLY MISSED IT WILL MAKE ALL OF YOU THINK OF JOHN FROM  UNCLE TED,,,,,
February 18, 2012
February 18, 2012
John, I remember when mom was pregnant with you, i was only 4 but I carried a purse with a little paper booklet that showed how mommy and the baby would grow each month. I looked at that so much. The day you where born Nana put me in my best dress. It was white with red polca dots, red socks and my dressy shoes. All because I was so excited to see the new baby brother.
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My Baby Brother

February 19, 2012

John, you where always there for me no matter what. If I had a bad time in my life I could call you and you would listen to me, then breakdown why I shouldnt be so upset and what the funny parts are to the story. That always helped.
I always felt protected knowing I had you as my brother and SLy as a dad.
NOw I dont have either of you. Neither by my own choice.
But down worry about me John, I have a wonderful husband (who annoyes me like you used to-and he is your age) who takes care of me very well.
Watch over my mom. She needs you. 

February 17, 2012

today would be fried chicken day at johns house...i can still see cindy standing in front of the stove with a big frying pan   happy birthday little brother..im gonna tell everybody about all our good times real soon   stay tuned all from uncle ted

A Message from NATALIE ELLIZARRARAZ

February 16, 2012

I recieved this message from Natalie on Jan 20th and wanted to share it.

Hi Cindy,
I know its been 3yrs since Johnny left.  Its been a really emotional month. I know that maybe this is gonna sound crazy but about a week ago I had the most beautiful peaceful dream with him...I don't know why I have dreams of him, maybe cuz I can't let go of him. It's hard especially when I am listening to OLDIES...cuz it's like he is next to me....CINDY...I want you to remember what John told me once, because I won't ever forget this..."My moma is the best, she's my best friend cuz no matter what, she is always there for me, she is my #1  girl". =)  These words I will never forget. I miss Johnny so much...but now he is in a better place, next to GOD, waiting for his loved ones.....Hugs...

Thank you Natalie

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