When you where still a young baby you where so adorable and loved your sister. We fought alot but I always will love you. Have a 40 with Scott for me. Mayzee misses you and thinks of you alot. I miss you alot. I wish you could have met my husband. YOu two are pains in the ass and would have had fun irritating me and mom and then playing chess. RIP- love you

I MET SOME COOL DUDES ON MY ROUTE. THERE BAND NAME IS DOSE OF ADOLESCENCE GO TO YOUTUBE AND CHECK OUT THEIR SONG 85 TO 06 YOUR SO DEARLY MISSED IT WILL MAKE ALL OF YOU THINK OF JOHN FROM  UNCLE TED,,,,,

John, I remember when mom was pregnant with you, i was only 4 but I carried a purse with a little paper booklet that showed how mommy and the baby would grow each month. I looked at that so much. The day you where born Nana put me in my best dress. It was white with red polca dots, red socks and my dressy shoes. All because I was so excited to see the new baby brother.

Okay, I already can hear you say "crazy bitch, if you want me to have a happy birthday, get my Moms rollin, get me a beer and get the hell out of the way of the tv"! Since I can't do any of these, Happy Birthday little boy and my heart is with you today and always. (my middle finger just saluted you)

It's just so hard to believe that you're not with us. Such a handsome, funny, lovable person.  You always lit up the room when you walked in. So much energy! You were so thoughful to me. You always wanted to make me laugh and you always had a hug for me. Looking back, I can feel the love. I love you John.............You were always my favorite. I miss you and I think of you always.

I remember the day your mom brought you home from the hospital. We talked about how you and Vincent would play together when he was born and the neighborhood better watch out for you two. Today both of you are in Heaven and I hope you guys are together. I miss you and that big smile of yours. Hope to see you again. Love you MooMoo

John, we will always be connected in a way that only God knows why he chose to connect us. I see your smile when I close my eyes and your laugh haunts me. You are my "little boy" and I am your "crazy bitch". Peace little boy, Peace.

John, I'm so glad to have shared lots of good memories with u. I will never forget the long good bye we had at jenny's wedding, being a Sunday, I had to leave early and found myself with u, in the car bumping 2pac till the CD was done! Had a few smokes;) now i hear "heaven for a G","shed so many tears" and think of u.When u passed I had to get my L.A. Tattoo right were u have ur's. Just 4u

Looking at your pics and still can't believe you are not here, I can still hear you laugh. You are missed very much!!! You always had us laughing and the thing I remember the most when you were little was how you would try to get on your mom's nerves and crack up and run like hell when you knew you finall pushed all of her buttons. Your laugh and smile made it all worth it. Love you John.

I miss u with all my heart John-Balamba. But I know u have a purpose greater than just what's here on this earth. I know u watch out for me and I know you havent left us. But it still sucks. I'm always gonna think you left too soon, I don't care what you say. You left such an impact on so many of us. You where my only cousin that I'd get into any real trouble with

We were the little chocolate bunnies- we still are!!!!

You will always be "Little John" to me carrying your wubby everywhere you go. When you would smile your whole face would light up. I was so lucky to have you in my life and watch you grow into a handsome young man .You will always have a special place in my heart. I miss you and love you.

Sitting here with tears flowing... I look at your pictures and still find it difficult to comprehend the loss. Remembering you - a handsome young man, beautiful smile, and a wonderful silly, mischevious spirit. Love you John !