It is still so hard to believe you are no longer with us. So many times I half expect you to be sitting outside in the old red truck when I walk out of my house working on your metal load, laughing about me taking apart every little motor and piece to make every last little penny possible. I can remember chatting with you when we lived on Georgia before I ever even met your son and to think now we are married and I am the mother of your grandbabies, who would have imagined. I just wish you would have been able to meet Emmy, and to see how much Maddie has grown so quickly.... and to see how Dylan talks so much more now, he always loved you so much.... I remember him always trying to jump into the truck and when he couldn't go with you getting all upset.
The years were brief, not near long enough...... And I never will forget when you were in Hospice and I thanked you for raising such a wonderful son... and you hugged me and made me promise to always take care of him and your grandkids.... when I promised you told me you knew I would.... I will never ever forget....
I so miss all your crazy stories... and wish I had been able to hear many more over the years. We always agreed on so many things and it is funny your dad and I have shared many conversations and opinions just as you and I did.... Its funny - 3 John Sagers, 3 generations and you all share a piece of each other and all 3 I have always seen the beautiful souls & hearts inside.
John has a special spot in our living room that is a tribute to you and your mom... So each day as we pass by it you both are always fondly remembered.... I just so wish it was more than pictures and trinkets.... Two wonderful people and so close together gone from our lives. You are both missed so much, but I am comforted in thinking that you are at peace, together and awaiting our arrival at the end of our journey here on earth.