I REALY miss you Jon , miss your big smile , that laugh , just miss you . We had some great talks when you at my house , those lake night talks were the best and we (you and me ) talked about a lot of things some bad but mostly good things , you were a very smart , kind , caring , and the most loving young man I had ever met . I know you weren't my son but you was the next thing to it . Miss and love you .