I still can't believe you're gone

miss you always <3

I don't know why I still can't wrap my mind with you not being home ...
I wanted to say happy birthday .. Missing you more and more at family functions I seem to imagine if you were there and what you would be saying or doing ... Congrats your an uncle now... I love you with all my heart happy birthday you will never be forgotten

Happy birthday jonathan.. i wish you were still here... your kids are beautiful bro...they look like you alot..i love you fam....rest in peace...

Happy Birthday Hun, I miss you like crazy!! Love you ❤️

Happy birthday Jonathan! Love you!

I miss you!! <3

You are going to be an uncle. Wish you were here!!!!! Love you!

Missing you like crazy man

I woke up to bury you today...two years ago. It took my whole being. I miss you so much. I still think about you everyday. I don't know how many years life has it that I live without you but it feels like a prison sentence. I thank you for Genesis and Tahrez...they've made this bearable even though they also carry the cross of your absence. Your real friends miss you and visit you...it gives me solace to know that it wasn't only my loss and people understand this tremendous grief. You were my boo and I miss you dearly. I love you greatly❤️

Jonathan I miss you so much, miss your warm presence,and your big smile, reminiscence of you every now and then keeps you alive in my heart and my mind.
R.i.p my dear cousin.

Wow , Really been two years since you been gone, ill see you one day and be reunited with you, we all miss and love you my G.

Still miss you like crazy. Love you ❤️

Happy birthday Jonathan!!! I swear I miss you like crazy, breaking down crying is all too familiar ; I hate that your gone but I'm glad I have an angel protecting me while I'm out here!! Rest easy!! Always on my mind!! Happy birthday!!!!!!

Happy Birth Day my G, still a shock that your gone and away from all who loved you and cared, but I know you watching down on everyone my G.

I miss you Buddy & Happy Birthday! Today I say a special prayer for your family asking God to continue to provide strength!

Happy Birthday J, RIP my love! Love you :)

Your birthdays tomorrow, I still have the birthday card I got for you 4 years ago and always kept forgetting to give to you haha crazy man; always thinking about ya this is still so unreal to me; miss you!!

Your birthdays tomorrow, I still have the birthday card I got for you 4 years ago and always kept forgetting to give to you haha crazy man; always thinking about ya this is still so unreal to me; miss you!!

Your birthdays tomorrow, I still have the birthday card I got for you 4 years ago and always kept forgetting to give to you haha crazy man; always thinking about ya this is still so unreal to me; miss you!!

Woke up this morning thinking to myself How is it that I will never get a random number calling me and hear your voice on the other end!!! The saying time heals is a lie It only bandages the wounds!! I miss you man!!
Love you
your Favorite baby Cousin in the UNIVERSE!!!!!!

Thinking of your sweet smile. I didn't get a chance to see you for the last time, but that makes you live in my memory forever. I loved you like my little brother. I want you to know that your children are healthy and happy and it gives me joy to see them, embrace them, and look into their eyes. You are truly missed.

MISSING YOU BAE AND YOUR GORGEOUS SMILE YOU ALWAYS GAVE ME WHEN I LOOKED YOUR WAY FEELING INCOMPLETE UNTIL WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN REST EASY BAE

Been on my mind a lot lately, I miss you so freaking much ; I keep replaying that conversation we had outside of Greg's house & it sucks we didn't make it happen; but are u proud of me now? Hope so; love you Jonathan aka "make sure you don't put an H after the O" lol

thinking about child hood memories running around salem.. basketball games... everybody use to be impressed you played basketball left handed... wish things could have been different . God could have given you another chance ...gone to soon bro

You not being here is still surreal to me...I miss you to the moon and back :(

Your always on my mind missing you love

Hey hun, you've been on my mind lately. Just stopping by to say hey, Love you

You said to me when I first told you that I was pregnant " Yo Kish watch when the baby comes its going to look like me " and I swore to you that it wasn't going to be true lol and you just smiled and shook your head. You knew there wasn't a point of us talking about it it just had to be something we had to wait to see. And if you were here to see this kid you would've said I told you so.

EVERYTHING of this kid is you especially when you were younger. Its almost as if you've been born again. Sometimes I do regret not making him a junior but I knew that I couldn't stand calling him Jonathan and not constantly think about you even though I have to look and raise him without you here. I NEVER called you the street name you were always Jonathan to me. I know its because of you

That he's such a happy baby. Always laughing and giving that smile. Tahrez Delan Jonathan Lorquet-Conner will forever calm and glue our hearts back together after losing you. Hes the only reason I haven't cried or mourned your passing. I'm glad I didn't have to go into a dark place. But I'm able to look at our son and be thankful that I was the one to have a real piece of you.

I love you Jonathan and I wish I said it more often instead of having you ask me to. I love you I love you I love my sweet angel ♡

Cuz
I loved you at your greatest moments and at your most insane times.I never got the chance to thank you. Thank you Jonathan for your love for my babies when they were in the hospital . Them girls love you . I thank you for being a pain in my neck ... but a good one. I look at you two children and thank God that we have them.

I love you cuz with all my heart.

I will never forget you. 

I Miss you Jonathan all the time ..........

<3 you from the bottom of my heart Jlo

Its Been A Year Already, I Think About You Every Day. You See What Im Doing & I Know Your Proud. Soso Says She Misses You Too. Ill Talk To You Later, Gotta Go Bump Gotti For You Lol; I Love You Jonathan

Today around this time I was rushing to the hospital thinking I was gonna get to see u talking sh$&.. But when we got there it was too late!!! U had already left us and the feeling I felt was unexplainable!!!! But today I want to let u know that I'm stronger because I know that's what you would want me to be!!! U want me to be strong at all times even tho it hurts Soo bad!!!

I love you cuz and I wish today wasn't the day I had to say goodbye

hey love, I remember being so anxious on this day last year because you were on the way to come see me, I haven't seen you in SOOO LONG! If I would of known it would be the last time I would see you, I seriously would of never let you leave lol. I felt like you came to say goodbye and you don't know how much that meant to me. I miss you every day J and I love you. Rest in peace

Been on my mind quite a bit lately so I stopped by. I know you're still with me, I feel it everyday. I miss hearing your hour long stories, Lol when I take certain routes while driving & people ask "why'd u go this way?" I smile & say "that damn Jonathan taught me this way" there's just so much that I miss about u, things that im reminded of everyday. I miss you man.

Didn't think I could do it but I'm doing it.... I've never really gone through a GOD WORKS IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS situation in my life, until I became pregnant with Tahrez.. And after you left before he was born I didn't know how I was going to deal with being a mom to our son without you.. What pulled me through was being able to have a piece of you.. To have a child with your smiles,

Your eyes, your lips and your goofy personality... GOD gave me and your family a special part of you a child that we could love like we loved you. And even though I'd want nothing more than to have you here I have to say thank you to him for giving Tahrez to soften my heart and soul after loosing you.. I'll never understand why but I will never question it... I talk to you and I'm able to

See you hold Tahrez in my dreams and it seems so real. And when Tahrez looks or smiles and I have to turn to see what he sees just to see nothing at all I know he sees you as his Angel. Here or not you two will always have a bond that can never be broken. So continue to make him smile..

MISSING YOU DEEPLY J.L.L
WISHING THIS WAS ALL A DREAM AND YOU CALL ME SAYING I'M COMING OVER WITH YOUR LOVABLE SMILE
LOVE YOU HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

Hey you!!!! Happy Birthday!!! I love and miss you dearly.... Jonathan, words can't express how much I need and want you hear.. I'm so tired of wishing that you were here. And wondering how it would've been with us together having Tahrez.. I often can't believe that my life is the way it is. Never would've thought I'd be living without you and Raheem..

Happpppy birthday Monkey!!! Lol. I wish I could call you up and hear your annoying voice. Last year when it was my bday you called me mad late and when I said who's this off your mysterious number!!! You rashed me and said ITS YOUR COUSIN FOOL LOL..and then you told me what you think I forgot ;) !!! Ughhh how I wish I could call you and say the same :( . I love you man HBD

happy bday bro ... i am praying for your kids i know they are being taken care of well because you have such a great family. wish things could of been different but either way i will never forget you...

hey love, I want to wish you a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! As I talked to you and wished you a happy birthday last year, never in a million years would I have thought that it would be the last time I would ever get to do that. For some reason I've always thought you were invincible lol. I miss you sooo much J and I pray to God that you are at peace, I love you

Wishing you were here to see these moments.. So Tahrez first tooth finally decided to come in. 7/2/2013 to be exact lol. He's doing so much and looking so much like you... I'm excited about that tooth lol I've waited and went through teething for almost four months Smh..

To think about how happy you were when you found out gena was pregnant ughhh I can still hear you voice like yo cuz I'm bout to have a lil one...and how every time you picked her up you would say she already knows its you Lol !!!!! Happy Father's Day Jonathan I love you and miss you like crazy and I promise even tho you can't be here for TAHREZ! He will always feel loved