Sarah, I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious baby boy. I lost my only daughter in 2011 she was 2 months old. I have a memorial site for her on here also.
I seen you write that time does not heal, honestly it doesn't. This July will be 3 years for me since I last seen and held my baby girl. I miss her so very much. My life is not the same, I'm not the same.
I'm here if you need someone to talk to. For me its hard to talk to people who don't know what I'm going through I've lost many of friends these past couple years.