Joe, I miss you every day. I think about all the lost time that we should have been together. I watch my children and think about how you, Lee and I should have grown up together. Been there for each other. It should have never been one against the world or two against the world. It should have been three against the world. The few memories that I have of you and Lee as kids are so dear to me. The memories that I have of you as an adult break my heart. There is so much I should have and wish I could have done for you. I feel as though I let you down. I am greatful for two things. 1) You are no longer in pain. You no longer have to fight your demons. You are finally free. 2) Because of you, Lee and I are close again. I am eternally greatful to you for this. I love you forever and always Joseph Derrick Allison.