It didn’t show at the time, and still doesn’t show outwardly how much losing you has affected me. It hurts a lot. I literally think of you every day and wish you were still here. You were a big part of my life, Har. You helped raise me and made my childhood great, and were my best friend in our adult years. I wish you could be here to see how I’ve evolved into a responsible person. I truly believe we’ll see each other again in the after life.

Another year without you.
Today
by Elizabeth Jacot
Already another year has gone by without you.As time goes by I realize only now do I feel that stage of grief Anger.I understand the reasons why.Which was not a mental illness so often associated with how you chose to end the pain.But those who in reality pushed you to that limit.What happened that fateful day of cruelty only your own so called blood family.Which you yourself stopped even thinking of them as .Family in reality was my own.Two became one over time.The love you shared with them.How much you missed Uncle Jimmy.Adam.My brother Rick.Not being there always for our children and the grandbabies you loved so much if we went anywhere.How you tried to get the respect and appreciation from people who should of gave it freely without conditions.That unconditional love that is supposed to be given freely as Parent's and family.In my heart I know you miss me as much as I miss you.As you always said to me Love never dies Honey.I will always be with you.You were so right.Forever missed and Loved.In the end even death has not parted us.And it never will.I was laughing the other day how worried you would get if our beloved Anthony didn't come to eat us out of as you loved to tease him.All those funny things only you would say.The mark you left on all of us who truly love you.Our Children and Grandchildren miss you so much.They do remember their PopPop.We as a family are finally able to laugh at all the funny things you did.How we always came first with you.I tell myself so many things.I tried to keep every promise you asked of me.One I will regret forever.Breaking that oath to honor your wishes when you did come to pass.I understand why you did not want your family there when you died.As a Mother I hope you forgive me.How right you were.I wish I did follow your wishes and not my heart.Till we meet agsin my love.

Hey it has been quite some time, we all miss you a lot for all the time you have been there for us and the memories you made with us we love you and hope your at peace

        From, your grand daughter

Another year without hearing your loud booming voice.Time goes on.Nothing is the same since you left us .The memories are not enough,But at least we have them .Miss you so much .I still find myself buying your favorite thing's.Only to realize your gone.You will never be gone in our lives because you live on in us.How right you were when you told me love never dies.It lives on in us always and forever.

Sometimes when people pass away they aren’t thought of as often after so much time has gone by. Joe is someone I think of regularly, and miss greatly. It still hurts after all these years. He was one of the people who has had a profound affect on my life since I was a young child. I wish we could hang out again so badly. I had a dream once in which we did. I actually felt the happiness of hanging out together again. Was greatly appreciative to have that.

Miss you and think of you a lot. I wish you had talked to me that day. I miss your phone calls and thank you for them, they were very special. Hope you have your beer up there. Love you Aunt Claire

Miss you and think of you a lot. I wish you had talked to me that day. I miss your phone calls and thank you for them, they were very special. Hope you have your beer up there. Love you Aunt Claire

It’s still unbelievable to me that you’re gone, Joe. You were one of my closest people. Family and friend. In some ways like a father too. You made my childhood great. I wish badly at times that we could still be hanging out. At least I still have memories. But, really, I hope I don’t see you again any time soon. We both could find humor even in terrible situations.

Joe, when I found out you left us, my heart sunk. You were so full of life, loved your family and lit the room up with your smile... Rest easy, my friend!
You are Sadly Missed... Deb and your nephew, John xoxo

I can not still believe you are not with me in body.Only in spirit.How fast time has gone bye.I write for you.I may understand why you left us but it does not make it any easier.I tell myself your just away to keep on going as you wanted.How much trust.Faith and love you had for me.I exist day by day without you.I can not say Happy Birthday honey.Because I am not happy without you.I don't understand how people can celebrate a birthday when they are not here in body.Because it is a sad day for us.Your children and grandchildren.I know now your with the one who you loved also.Gone to soon.MY brother Rick.Raising Hell.Laughing.Your legacy lives on in all who loved you.You are forever missed.Till we meet again my love.Then I will be raising Hell at you for leaving us .

Happy Birthday in Heaven Dear Jake. We will always miss and love you dearly.

You were a father figure and my best friend. I can't express how much I miss you.

Five year's already.The light went out of our lives the day you left us.We exist.Missing half of ourselves
They claim it gets better with time
No it don't.We just go on.And shell of ourselves
Death may separate us in body.But never our Heart's and soul's.Forever Soul mates.Miss you Honey.

Happy Heavenly Birthday Jake. It hurts more for me that you are gone too soon. As you celebrate with The Lord without suffering, please reign your love and peace to your family. Donna, Bobby, and Kids

Forever in Our Heart's.Four Year's Already.

Our dear departed brother: We honor and miss you more than words can ever say. Your strength stays with your beautiful wife and family, and with all of us. Until we meet one day again, and will remain together for eternity. God Bless and rest in eternal peace. With all our love and prayers, The Duggans.

As Administrator of Suicide Shatters Loved ones and Families .The Effects May stay in the media a few days.for us it Lasts a Lifetime.My daughter made this for me.And What hurts the most is the Doctor's who caused his Brain Damage that led to his suicide will never be held Accountable.Not in the Era of Trump or Naples Florida.Never.Since I want my day in court .but my Attorney Knows even with all the indisputable facts I will not win.And to add salt to a open wound I would have to pay all their legal fees.That is really unJust.

Happy forever bday Jake. Your laughter is missed so terribly and our hearts hurt so deeply. Rest easy dear friend. Loved and mourned, Donna, Bobby and kids.

We miss out buddy and brother who made us laugh so often and was a class act to the true sense of the word. A fine Irishman, you will always be in our hearts!!

I love and miss you my soulmate.my Heart.You always loved Fathers Day.Our Children and Grandbabies Love.Laughter and Jokes.Special Gifts .