This is always the most difficult times. You loved Christmas so much and despite losing Poppy so close to your last Christmas with us, it was by far our most magical. I miss Olma so much, especially when I see Mucinex. Yes I know that's weird. But I always had so much trouble finding the specific Mucinex she needed. Now everytime I see the commercial or see it in the store I get so choked up. She was the most amazing woman I have ever met. I know u are taking care of her. I also want you to know I see and feel your presence and guidance everyday. Even more important I see your influence on the kids everyday. U are still such a strong role model. I know I am never going to find someone I connect to like we did but I thank you with all my broken heart for trying. The love she shared was so pure and so unforced. It was a once in a lifetime love. U will forever be in my heart and soul. Forever missing you my love.