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March 7, 2014
March 7, 2014
Today it has been 5 months... Almost 6 since I have physically been with you. It is also our baby girl Reece's birthday and it breaks my heart your not here. She would for sure be a daddy's girl. She is still in her own way. Knowing things that most 2 year olds wouldn't comprehend. Recognizing your songs and saying " dada" the moment it starts and repeating " dada" while blowing kisses, knowing your hand signs and connecting you to Angle figures. You would be so in love with her now.... So spunky and never wanting to stop. Your first moments holding her are amazing. Watched it the other day and you just were taking her all in. Rocking her softly. Then saying... " you look like your mama" with a smile as you fought back the tears. Your last time holding her was just as magical. Picking up her sleeping body and rocking her back and forth with a tear running down your cheek. Just loving this little person we created. The song " Zoe Jane" by Staind is a perfect representation of how you feel about our baby Reece and I promise that she will always know that and know you. Miss you horribly... Forever Tangled up in You,
Lara
March 6, 2014
March 6, 2014
Today it has been 5 months since you passed and is also Reece's 2nd birthday! What I wouldn't give to see you watch her and help her open her presents! Or hear you laugh at her funny little run or things she says! I know your still here and protecting her because she mentions you often! But what we wouldn't do to actually be able to see you and hear your voice again! One day we will! I know that, and I cannot wait! Love you josh! Maile
March 5, 2014
March 5, 2014
Tomorrow will be 5 months since you left us... it still doesn't feel real. I think of you everday, but for some reason you've been in my thoughts a lot today. I miss you so much!
February 15, 2014
February 15, 2014
Today was Valentines Day and my heart is broken without you by my side. I pulled out some past Valentines cards to remind myself exactly what you would say to me. One of my favorites was this one cause it fits so perfectly towards you at this time

"I am so happy to have an angel by my side through this crazy life. You really are my inspiration to push through the hard times in life. I really have no idea where I would be right now if you weren't in my life!
I can really say that God lives by just looking into your eyes. Where else would a beautiful women ( man) like you come from"

I know I will always have my sweet love of my life angel by my side through this life. It's not the same but it does give me some comfort.

Happy Valentines Day babe..
Love you more
Lara
February 8, 2014
February 8, 2014
It was 4 months yesterday... Weird how I can't believe it's been so long but yet feels like a lifetime. I imagine what you would be doing in each part of our house just struggling to believe this is real. I wanted to share a poem you had shared with me and some friends back in the summer.

" So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and it's purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide.

Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people and grovel to none.

When you arise in the morning give thanks for the food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one and no thing, for abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision.

When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song and die like a hero going home."

Josh, my love, I feel as u did just that. Nothing left unsaid, no enemies, and no regrets. I'm so proud of you.

Love you more
Lara
February 6, 2014
February 6, 2014
You've been gone 4 months today... Still can't believe you're actually gone. I don't know if it will ever seem real. Love and miss you!
February 5, 2014
February 5, 2014
GOOD Friends are hard to find and IMPOSSIBLE to Forget!!!
~ Miss you Josh ~
January 15, 2014
January 15, 2014
Well it was my Birthday on Sunday and it was REALLY hard. I was looking through all of my cards that Josh gave me and decided to share this one

My wife, my soul mate
As we move together through life as true partners, you are my relief from the world , my safety, my best friend...and I am so lucky to have you, to talk with, to laugh with, to share all my days with, I love you more than words can say.
There is something special about our relationship that most people don't have, and we are so lucky to have that. We are so blessed to be with each other, and I want you to know that you are the love of my life... My dream girl.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Love you lots
Josh

Then on another piece of paper wrote ..

I'm sealed to you for time and all eternity!! I can't think of anything that makes me more excited than that. Love you

These cards are so priceless and I'm so happy Josh was a card guy and I kept them all. I can relive his love anytime I want. The words comfort me in knowing we will be together again. Miss you with all my being and soul.
Love you more
Lara
January 7, 2014
January 7, 2014
Can't believe you're really gone Josh! Miss you!

"Funny how the good ones go
Too soon, but the good lord knows
The reasons why I guess
Sometimes the greater plan is kinda hard to understand
Right now it don't make sense" ~ Luke Bryan song
January 7, 2014
January 7, 2014
"What's up Jose?"

My buddy Josh is the best of the best! No one I know is more generous, kind, thoughtful, and playful than Josh. I spent every minute I could with him from the minute he got married until the day he moved to Hurricane. Then our fun together was more limited but not less fun. There was no sitting around with Josh, it was always "what's next?" Straight from the lake to the skatepark (with a short stop at the backhouse for Lara's home cooking). One day we were spring skiing at Sundance and it looked too nice down in the valley, so we said "last run, let's go golfing". So we took out last run and went golfing and it was great. I miss not having my "what's next" friend around.

"Buster"
January 1, 2014
January 1, 2014
Happy New Year sweetie..... Wish I could give you a kiss. Crazy to start a New Year without you. I pray you are with us everyday guiding us through the years. Life will never be the same and we love and miss you so much. Lots of kisses to Heaven.... Love you more
Lara
January 1, 2014
January 1, 2014
Happy New Year my bro! I miss you a lot... the holidays have been hard without you here. I keep wanting to invite you to go skiing with me. Life is never going to be the same without you in it! Love you so much!

Your loving sister,
Jenny
January 1, 2014
January 1, 2014
Still can't believe your gone... don't know if it will ever feel real.
December 28, 2013
December 28, 2013
"I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new.
I thought about you yesterday and days before that too.


I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.
All I have are memories and your picture frame.


Your memory is my keepsake, with which I' ll never part.
God has you in His keeping, I have you in my heart."

Love,
Lara
December 26, 2013
December 26, 2013
Today was rough without your childlike playfulness on Christmas morning. Still can't believe your gone .... But all of your good lives on ...I will make sure you live on. Love ( not loved... Still do and always will) you more my loving, giving and inspiring angel
Lara
December 25, 2013
December 25, 2013
Merry Christmas sweetie... It breaks my heart you are not here physically but I know this year you are our " daddy angel " watching over us. We miss you so much.
Loved you more
Lara
December 15, 2013
December 15, 2013
BECAUSE OF YOU

We had so many awesome memories,
you and Lar, Jeff and me, sledding in winter flurries.

Pebble Beach will never be the same
We know Jeff and Lara aren't to blame
I think we were called the crazy ones that night, But all 4 of us
hoped security wouldn't turn on the light

You are Lar, Jeff and I, your 2 dogs and our 3 kids,
packing ourselves in the motorhome like pigs.

How many bets have I won and lost with you?
I can't count the losses but I know I've won two .
I have a new shirt and a bigger belly to prove it
That steak was huge and I put it down in like five minutes.

Your white Civic, And a need for a baseball tournament,
Oh Steve you want me to drive? "okay I won't floor it!"
We only drove at a speed of one- hundred to one-fifteen
I can't believe your dad! "Steve you trusted me!?"

You made our friendship special so carefree
You made me feel it was okay for me to be me

Thank you for being a part of my life, and don't worry
I'll take care of your wife.

Jeff and I love and miss you with all of our hearts
But he one thing I won't miss, is your farts!
Love, Sarah
December 9, 2013
December 9, 2013
i want to thank everyone for the loving comments and support for josh and his family. I didnt realize the positive impact josh had on those around him. he was my hero twice the man ill ever be i could not be more proud to have him as my son.ill miss him terribly his loss has changed my life my focus on what is most important in life. the world lost what it desperately needs now loving husbands great fathers.we had great times together skiing,boating,camping,snowmobiling,fishing i could write a book full of stories.ill miss that smile and "hey pops".he was my best friend.what will i do without him.i love you josh.
December 8, 2013
December 8, 2013
I will never forget when Josh moved to Orem and the summertime rumors started swirling about this "big new kid who could throw super hard." I'm sure I wasn't the only one secretly wishing he would end up on my team! I loved playing ball with Josh, he was a great competitor and an awesome pitcher. We wouldn't have won a state championship without Fitts, that is for sure.
I can still hear him yelling at me for touching the freshly cleaned windows of his beloved truck, or trying to change the CD to something other than Dr. Dre, or Snoop, or Tupac. "Nirvana, Pearl Jam, and Led Zepplin are not real bands, Wattly," is what he would say to me. I can't believe it but he actually got me to like rap music! To this day, Josh, I'm a sucker for a good rap song.
Thanks for many good memories, Josh.
Love ya buddy!
Brad
December 8, 2013
December 8, 2013
I didn't know Josh as long or as well as many of you. I know that ever since I first invited him to play ball with a group of guys he would answer every text, phone call or even when I'd see him face to face with a loud, excited "hey buddy!". In fact, I wondered several times if he knew my name. Even when I was sure he knew my name it was still "hey buddy!". He always seemed happy to see me and the incredible thing is, I watched him make everyone around feel the same. I think this is one of the things so many people loved about Josh. He truly was a kind, loving person who made everyone around him feel welcome and appreciated.
What impressed me most was how much he loves Lara and the kids. He was a great example of a father treasuring his family and treating them that way. 
Since his passing I haven't heard someone say buddy without thinking of Josh. I'll never watch Elf again without thinking of him. Every time I lift the bar from the front rack position overhead and drop it behind my head for a squat I think of Josh because we did "bear complex" together once, just the two of us. Like I said, I haven't spent nearly as much time with Josh as most of you. If he had the impact he did on me with our limited interaction, I can only imagine the impact he's had on so many others.
Jeff
December 8, 2013
December 8, 2013
My thoughts have turned to Josh and Lara many times since his passing. The two of them make an awesome couple and I admire the love and strength they share.

What I remember most about Josh was his smile. It was always on his face. Anyone or anything could get Josh to smile. He was a happy person that easily found joy in this life and by doing so, touched countless lives.

Lara, my heart goes out to you. May you always be comforted. You are just as beautiful as your dear husband.

Sara
December 7, 2013
December 7, 2013
Happy Birthday to my love, best friend and eternal companion. Life will never be the same without you. I cant wait to jump into your arms again. I know you will always be our " daddy angle". Miss you terribly. Love you more..... Lara
December 7, 2013
December 7, 2013
I have so many great memories of Josh growing up with him in Orem. Those spending the majority of my teenage years with Josh playing pickup basketball, football, wake boarding, playing golf, or riding around with him and the rest of our entourage in his white pickup. The Fitts house was the gathering spot for so often for our little entourage, and whenever I go back to visit Orem, I always drive by that house on Center Street and smile. Josh was a huge part of my life, a great friend, and I know he's doing well on the other side of the veil.
December 6, 2013
December 6, 2013
Happy Birthday big brother! I love and miss you!
December 6, 2013
December 6, 2013
First off, I always felt lucky to call Josh my friend. He was a great guy who I could always count on for anything. I loved his honesty and integrity in any situation. I have many experiences with Josh from snowmobiling, skiing, wakeboarding, and hiking. We always seemed to be doing something together.  I never really just "hung out" with Josh. Most of our experiences involved daring each other to go bigger or faster until we were both too scared to attempt the next step. A lot of times we broke equipment or ourselves trying to one-up each other.

Snowmobiling: I was always so excited when Josh would call me to go snowmobiling with him. I never owned or had any cool toys like Josh, so to go out and enjoy the Utah backcountry on some nice machines was awesome! One trip in particular Josh and I decided to take a couple sleds up from Midway to guardsman pass by Brighton. We took our skis and had hoped to do some "extreme skiing" as Josh would say. We got to the top of the mountain and found a nice big bowl to ski in. We took turns skiing and towing with the sled. Later in the day we found a large bowl on the backside near Park City resort area. Josh told me that I could ski in and he would give me a ride back to the top of the pass were our other sled was. I dropped in on skis and Josh followed down to the bottom on the sled. Well when we got to the bottom we realized how steep the hill was and that getting two of us out of the bowl was going to be quite the task. Josh could barely get up the hill on the sled by himself. We made several attempts to get out and it was not looking good. It was getting late and would be dark soon. So he said to me, "just hold on!" I jumped on the back of the sled and he pinned the accelerator. As we are shooting up the hill at nearly 50mph the front of the sled starts coming off the ground. Josh was literally laying on the hood as I am hanging onto his pants as we shoot up and over this hill. When we made it to the top we were so happy we were hugging and dancing and just laughing forever. We felt like we cheated the odds that day. Hahaha.

Skiing: Josh was one of my favorite ski buddies. I have a million ski stories about Josh as we skiied together a lot. He was a good skier and was always up for a jump or cliff to huck off of. He would laugh nervously a lot when he didnt want to do it, but he would still go for it. This usually ended with a lot of nasty Fitts crashes where we would pick up all his gear. I remember one day we had skiied really hard and we were getting tired. We were heading down the mountain and we are just flying down the Big Emma groomed run at the bottom of snowbird. Josh yells to me, "I cant go any more!" As I look at him to say "what?" he disappeared into a cloud of snow and flesh and skis. He was so tired and didnt want to stop he just kept going until his legs gave out. I was laughing so hard that he about killed himself because he didnt want to stop. I know Josh loved skiing and dreamed of being a great skiier. We always talked about how great it would be to get sponsored and get paid to ski.

Wakeboarding: I was first introduced to wakeboarding by Josh and Scott. This was new and Josh was so excited about it. He would teach me all the names of the tricks and how things happen on the boat. Punk rock was a must as we cruised the lake in search of glassy water. We worked construction and would always try to find a way to get out early so we could head down to Utah Lake and get a few pulls in before the sun went down. Josh was always very generous with his boat and taking me and others out on the lake. He was very meticulous though. We would be cleaning the gear and boat out and he would follow behind us scrubbing and cleaning the spots that we had just cleaned. I would say, "I just cleaned that!" Josh would reply with something like "I can still see spots." He had to have everything just perfectly clean. I admired that in Josh. Sometimes I thought he was crazy for it, but I respected it. We spent a lot of time on the lake and planning trips to the lake. Josh became a very good wakeboarder and I always enjoyed watching him ride. He took it serious and it showed.

I have many many more stories I could write, but these were a few of the ones that came to mind. I want Teague and Reece and any others that want to know more about Josh to know that he was a really great friend and person. He was so excited to be a father. Up until he became a father we usually just spoke of our hobbies to each other. When he became a father all he talked about were his kids and family life. I know he loved being a dad was an awesome father. We will miss Josh, and will always feel privileged to have known him. He was a great example of love, honesty, integrity, and general playfulness.
Sincerely Jarom Taylor
December 6, 2013
December 6, 2013
Sending lots of birthday wishes to Heaven today for you Josh! I miss you! I will forever cherish our friendship. Love Roby
December 6, 2013
December 6, 2013
Happy Birthday Josh! Prayers and thoughts are with you and your family today. Miss you.
December 6, 2013
December 6, 2013
Josh was always so kind and funny. He was a great uncle and he loved everyone, especially his family. Josh has and will always be greatly missed because of all the lives he's touched. Every where he went he made friends and had people who loved him
We love and miss you Josh, you will forever be in our hearts.
December 6, 2013
December 6, 2013
There is so much i can say about josh its hard to narrow it all down. We have been next door neighbors for 4 years but I feel like I really got to know him better in just this past year. We have a joke on our street about him being the 4th housewife, Me, Danielle, Lara, and Josh. When he was home from work he spent most of his time with his kids, usually outside. And usually with his shirt off..lol. Teague would run to our house or my boys would run there or across the street, but taking out the garbage usually ended up in a 2 hour play date for the kids. There were so many occasions where Lara would be at work and Josh would just come have a gab session, i dont know of any other male neighbor that would bring their kids to play and hang out with the neighbor ladies. Josh was so patient and always so loving with his family and he was fun to get to know. He always made me laugh and would catch me off guard peeking over the back fence, like the time my son pooped his pants so i was hosing him off and getting frustraighted with him, Josh just looks over the fence and with a big smile on his face says `Tabitha... everything will be okay`. I was so embarassed but it made me laugh and made the situation a lot less tense with my boy:) I have so many other memories and stories but I will save them for another day. Happy Birthday Josh! This street will never be the same... love ya!
December 5, 2013
December 5, 2013
I didn't know Josh but I do know Lara and have been wanting to let her know she's been in my thoughts and prayers. Lara, you've always been a sweet and kind soul. I can only imagine what you must be feeling as you mourn the loss of your best friend. May your heart heal and may you feel comfort from Him who knows you best and understands your heartache.
December 5, 2013
December 5, 2013
Really loved being around Josh on the ball field, he was a very competitive and exciting player to have as a teammate and to coach!!
He will be missed and my thoughts are with you Lara, you were an amazing friend back in the day and I'm sure you will have all the support you could ever need going forward!! Take care
December 5, 2013
December 5, 2013
Josh lived life with passion and was an absolute blast to hang out with. We managed to leave are mark on the town while only getting into a little bit of trouble. Since his sudden passing, I've thought back on many memories with my friend, and I am grateful to have ran in his circles. In my memories, Josh will forever be willing to go with me to the lake (no matter the temperature), the one who loved to turn up the bass on his stereo, the strong-armed right-handed pitcher that helped lead us to a State championship, a friend I knew I could count on. It was an absolute honor to be your shortstop, Josh. - Tay
December 4, 2013
December 4, 2013
I don't have a story about Josh, but I wish so badly that I did! The stories I hear about him make me like him so much and wish that I had known him. All I can say is that I know for a fact that he had to be so amazing in order to win over someone as amazing as Lara! My heart aches for Josh's family and friends. You are all in my prayers.
December 4, 2013
December 4, 2013
I will always miss you Josh!!!! I will miss your laugh, your humor, your crazy, fun personality and your thoughtfulness. I will miss you hanging out with the boys...and watching your competative spirit. You always made life more fun. Thanks for being one of my best friends, and a great husband to my best friend. I can't believe your gone....but I'm so glad I have all the memories.
Love, Kerri
December 4, 2013
December 4, 2013
I didn't spend hardly any time with Josh. But, I have heard a ton of stories. I have spent time with his kids. I've known and loved Lara pretty much my whole life. The first thing that I knew I'd miss was Josh's laughter. I can hear his laugh and immediately hear Lara's. I am so thankful that Lara and Josh have so many fantastic memories. Many, many to share!
November 21, 2013
November 21, 2013
I will forever be...... TANGLED UP IN YOU. You have my heart, and Teague, Reece, and I have yours. Someday FOREVER will be ours. Love you more
November 20, 2013
November 20, 2013
Brother -

When God calls home a loved one
The pain is hard to bear
But angels they are needed
In heaven everywhere
But he took a special angel
To sit there by his side
One to trust and cherish
To talk to and confide
For angels are a blessing
In Gods loving, caring hands
Although we will always miss you
It's he who understands
We know you're here beside us
We will never feel alone
With an angel now to guide us
Since the good Lord took you home
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