My little big brother Josh! When I first met Josh he was about 12 years young! ( I think even then he was taller than me! ) I used to make Josh laugh every time I stood on a chair so I could look him in the eyes! Even back then he was a very GODLY, very nice & considerate young man! We became instant friends & that was a testament to Josh's spirit, his GODLY character,  his infectuous smile & the absolutely wonderful young man that he was & that his family brought him up to be! I was always happy to see Josh & he was always happy to see me & we always had a hug, a smile & a joke for each other ( mainly about college football  ) being that Josh was a Gator & I'm a Seminole! We used to go back & forth ( as brother's often do ) in a very loving & laughing way about that! I was always so impressed with Josh's character about always going to OUR ETERNAL FATHER in prayer,  with questions he had, praying about everything ( before ) he stepped out on his own! Josh always had faith & GOD answered his prayers because GOD knew HIS child ( Josh's  ) heart! No matter what it was, Josh went to THE FATHER in prayer & I was always & I do mean always so very impressed with my brother for doing that! Not many people ( unfortunately  ) do that at all nowadays, especially at his age! He was very mature for his age, but he was also a little boy at heart! He loved to laugh & smile & joke around & when I was around Josh, it was just IMPOSSIBLE to be ANYTHING but joyous & happy! He had that kind of GODLY aura if you will! He loved & cared for people so very much! He ALWAYS wanted to lend a helping hand, offering his services to other's & to me, NEVER EXPECTING ANYTHING in return! Josh NEVER had ANY ulterior motives for doing anything & that is EXTREMELY IMPRESSIVE! He always asked if I needed anything & he was always willing to either,  get it,  do it or offer it to me, even if it meant he'd do without! That's the kind of ( MAN & FRIEND ) my LITTLE BIG BROTHER Josh was! Josh meant so much to ALL of us & I know especially to his wonderful family! We ALL loved Josh very much & we ALWAYS WILL! If everybody, including myself,  had the character that Josh had all the time & went to THE FATHER in prayer like Josh did, this world would be such a much more loving, helpful & wonderful place! There's sooooooo much more to JOSH than words can say & this is just a miniscule part of how Josh was! It would take an entire thesaurus to describe my love, admiration,  adoration & feelings for my little big brother Josh, but I want everyone who reads this to know, that, my life was so much better & so much more enriched,  because Josh was my brother, than IT EVER WOULD HAVE BEEN without him! Josh & his GODLY & wonderful family were there for me when my wife passed away 6 years ago & for the longest time, Josh always asked me if I was ok or if I needed anything! I could talk to Josh about anything in this world & he'd always have something loving & comforting & uplifting to say, as well as that infectuous smile that seem to make everything all better! Joshua, ( my little big brother  ) I have always loved you & I always will! You were NOT ONLY my brother but my special friend as well! I will miss you until the day we meet in THE NEW JERUSALEM! I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE BIG BROTHER AND FRIEND!!! ❤❤❤

Josh was my best friend, my other brother, He was there with me good times, and bad times. He understood me, he watched Fearless, he constantly supported my ministry, aswell as my life goals. My last text with him was on Feb.3, where I sent him a video from high school, to which he replied,"LOL." My other recent conversations with him was about me returning to Victory to work, and he was so happy! I still have those comments on that picture I posted of my return to Victory. He also had texted me about going to eat soon. We didn't get to do that, but atleast I saw him in his house not so long ago. He loved my prayervideos I would do for him on facebook, and sent me the most heartwarming message about it. When I told him about my Dad passing away, he didn't hesitate to say how much he cared. I thank Josh for being a true friend! Thanks to the butler family for seeing me as another daughter, loving my family, and raising a true young man of God. We will be reunited again, soon. Josh is forever missed, and we will see eachother in the paradise of Heaven.