It’s really difficult during the month of December. My memories are filled with you. My son. I can hardly grasp you’ve been gone 14 years. I still have a hurt so deep inside sometimes it takes my breath.
Today was a very hard day. I would say bittersweet. I wanted to say your son Jonah is staying with us and he reminds me so much of you.
You’d be so proud of him son. Today he sat at his keyboard and played with dad on the guitar. Jonah is so talented. They are going to play 3 songs for Christmas. Jonah has a God gifted talent son. He loves all music just like you did. He now has some of your music. He also loves going to concerts just like you did.
I wish you could hear Jonah play. He misses you too son. He’s so tall now. Over 6 ft and so handsome. He’s a good young man.
I wrapped presents again without your help. We have a fake tree. First one since you went away. I wonder what you’re doing in heaven. I know you have peace and joy now.
I love you and miss you. Mom


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