A year.......I can't believe it's been a year. A year without being able to say hello, seems like an eternity, but at the same time, that horrible day seems like yesterday. You're my little brother, it's not right. So many times I've thought about the sound of your voice, what you might be doing, or sometimes I'm just trying to process my emotions about you, and realize that the though each day continues on without you, nothing will ever be the same. I'm still trying to process, still trying to cope, still trying to forget, but still trying to remember, trying to forgive you, trying to live and still very much loving and missing you. I pray you have found at least the peace and relief from hurt you were feeling here. I honk about you, I miss you every day and I love you my dear brother