My life is filled with pain and Sorrow,I always wonder if I make is through tomorrow?I don't know I what im going to do anymore,im always missing you...I think about the joy we had,your laughter,our tears and fuck I dont have that aanymore.so I try n have no fear.When I close my eyes n take a deep breath,all I can do once again is think of your Death-------you told me you would only be gone a few minutes but it was taking awhile,you told me always keep a Smile,but its been longer than awhile...So how in the Fuck do you expect me to smile?I no u will always be in my HEART,but it is SLOWLY breaking apart I Always loved having u near but now I have no u....just no im ready to be by your side holding your hand till then I LOVE YOU....la temper