My precious great niecey Jude River.... I never got the chance to whisper in your ear that you are Aunt noni's baby doddle butts, but you will forever hold a place in my heart that is only for you...I know you are with my mama (your ma) in heaven and I know she will rock you and sing to you and take care of the precious little doddle butts angel that you are... Until we meet in heaven Rip baby Jude...I love you..... Love, great aunt noni

Rip baby Jude... Forever in my heart

Jude River... Your spirit has shined upon those who love you so dearly. I remember begging your mommy for more pictures of her tummy. I was certain that you would be gorgeous, with a loving heart. Carrying the best of both your momma and daddy. I love your mommy so much I did everything I could to keep the both of you comfortable and feeling my love. Before your birth I was. Planning a baby shower to welcome you into our world. I intended to provide you with the best of everything that I was able. I planned our meeting with your mommy and couldn't wait to hold you. We talked about seeing a better ultrasound picture at momma's appointment in a couple days. So many lives were anxiously awaiting your imminent joining with us on earth. We were all ready to love you and Jude,River Cassbe, we do all love you, for our whole lives you will be an important part of our life, you are a very much alive spirit and an important part of our families. Your time here was so short, I thank God your mommy and daddy were able to give you all the love they were able during the short time they were given. I'm certain you felt completely filled with the love f them both. It wasn't enough. It will always be that, but for eternity you will be loved. Your beautiful spirit has touched more lives than imaginable. I pray every day that in some way you are able to fill your momma's heart with your love so she can heal as much as possible, and the fire in her eyes will return. I pray the same for your daddy. Your auntie's, uncle's, cousins, and all those who love you so much. Heartbreak is unavoidable, and feeling robbed of sharing life with you. However, I am confident when our Father God calls us home, we will heal fully from this terrible tragedy. Being an adopted part of your family is an incredible blessing. I am your grand mum. I promse you I will be there to support your mommy anyway I can and I love all of your family. You've changed our lives forever. I'm can now call your momma's family mine too. Thank you for such an amazing gift. You are so special, beautiful, and perfect. Loving you always and forever sweet princess. I have daily Prayers for those not yet ready to join you, especially your mommy and daddy. I cannot wait to see you in heaven, God willing. I will share your beautiful spirit to all that will listen and I will love your mommy like she is my own for always. Be at peace sweet angel. I love you.

To my precious Lil Moonbeam, although I never got to meet you, I love you so much and will see you up in Heaven someday. You have many other loved ones with you to hold you and keep you safe and I know you will be watching over mommy and daddy keeping them safe too. You were destined to be Angel and that is what you will always be. Rest with the Angels, Jude and know that Gramma is always thinking of you and keeping you in my heart forever.
Love,
Gramma