I am so sorry. I should have been a better friend to you. I let physical distance come between us. I did not call you as much as I should have, and I did not even know you were sick. You would have been the first one to call me out on this, to want to know why I didn't call you...and I couldn't even give you a good answer.

But I did love you. You were one of the best friends I have had in my adult life because you loved me and supported me. You were a better friend to me than I was to you, JJ. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I will think of you when my chihuaha does something adorable, when I see a funny animal meme or video, and when I drive by the Glitter Box.

I love you Elmo Sparkle Butt and I am so sorry that i was not as good a friend to you as you were to me.