Missing you very much ma.
Life isn't the same without you in it.
I do my best to hide the hurt of your not being here, but I'm reminded of it daily by the distance and fragmentation of our family.
You indeed were the common denominator and mediator of us all, the hub of conservation and communication where I could get that unconditional love and family bonding necessary to survive in an already hostile place.
Well just know I'll do my best to keep my chin up and hold to the wonderful memories we shared.
I even remember arranging and decorating the red chairs your pictured in here❣

At 81 years old as of december 20th 2018 she is still with us and will never leave us I'm proud of you for making it to my 55th birthday and your son's as well. And all your grandkids & great grands to. Ma you are the life of the party to all who will remember you this way. Merry Christmas & Blessed New Year.

Ma! Its been 2 years since you've gone to heaven to be with family & friends, so im writing in your honor of your happiness and to let you know that i had the crabs & wine cooler with you on your 81 st birthday 2018 i had crab legs & wine cooler & sat and watched ellen. You we're missed dearly. So ma july 23rd 2018 has passed us so keep your eyes on your kids & grandkids & great grans & And the Buck & wright family & Conner family and others. We love & will always love you ma! Mommy , mother , friend forever. Lord has blessed you. Enjoy say hi to granny & grandpa & pop pop stewart & Bock & uncle raymond & Aunts. Sincerely your daughter here in virginia & grandkids , Michael & j.j. & leka
And don't forget Billy & Miriam & others. Merry Christmas & Blessed New Year to and all the rest of your friends up there.

Today December 20th is your Birthday we will all celebrate differently in our own way. So just know this ma somewhere someone is eating crabs & drinking budweiser in your honor of peace & happiness & love and joy and no more pain. From your family in all states & cities & friends you have met along the way. We Love You Always & Forever that was Bill's saying. So i will keep that for you Ma!! Keep laughing..

We your family & friends & loved ones who were in your life & who were there to see you happy & you making us laugh & smile & continued to be there for all of us & you are still doing it up there in heaven with a smile & no worries no more.And your kids & grandkids & great grandkids will see your face everywhere we go! So you will always be in our hearts ma,mom, mother & friend.With our love forever all of US!.