Aunt Kathy, it's Jessic-er. Messy, Jezabelle. I can't believe it has been a year. I can cry today as hard as the day I found out you were in heaven. Sometimes I hear something(a song) or see someone who looks like you and I'll lose it. You were my favorite person, like my second Mom. We grew up together. You were a young woman when you first met me. You gave me my first babysitting job; I watched Anth and Mikey, my cousins. Then years later you took me in and let me live with you when I was a mess. You spread your wisdom all over me when I needed it most. And somehow I know was there for your hard times too. When life was hard for you, you let me know, we were friends, and family. We could hang out and laugh all night long. God I miss your cooking. I miss your laugh and your smile. I am so glad I got to see you in Florida. I will never forget our last moment together, a moment we shared with Grandma K. I will never stop loving you or singing your praises. Stefani will always hear only the best, girl power, bad ass stories about you so long as I live. Forever and always. I love you. Miss you like crazy. Jes