Hi Kell,
I've come on to this page to write something to you more times than I can remember but always come up blank. Not because I don't have plenty to say, I just don't quite know how to put it into words. To say I miss you would be an understatement. Usually I just pretend in my head that you are still with us, I just haven't seen you in a while. When reality sets in and I realize that's not the case it breaks my heart all over again. There's a real void in the family without you, you were such an important person to all of us, I hope you knew how important you were to me. I have more memories of growing up that involve you than anyone else, it was always you & me. You were my very first best friend and I loved you more than I can say. As kids, I looked up to you always and thought you were just the coolest. As adults, I enjoyed your company and envied your vibrant personality. You always lit up a room instantly, not many people can do that, you made it seem so effortless. I'll miss that about you, never a dull moment when you were around. Always plenty of laughs and that's how I chose to remember you. I was always here for you, I really hope you knew that. I would do anything to be able to go back in time and undo this and let you know how many people care and love you. I think you knew that though, you had so much love in your life. I hope you are at peace and I would like to think of you are keeping a watchful eye over us all, especially your parents and Nik & Jamie. They were lucky to have you as a sister, I always wished you were my sister too! Say hello to my Dad for me and to Gram! I take a lot of comfort knowing the three of you are together. I love you so much Kelly, I miss you terribly. Like my mom said, send me a sign every now and then, I would love to feel your presence in my life again. I love you so much. Love, your cousin, Sarah