Always missed, never forgotten, precious memories keep you near. Love Frank + Veronica xx

ken I have loved you yesterday I have loved you today I will love you for all my tomorrows I thank God I got to live my life with you x good night God bless love you more xxxx

18-2-2018  
ken just to say I love you thanks for making my life the best ever there will never be anyone who will ever understand me like you do you just got me there are no words to tell you how much I miss and love you our lads /family they all miss you so much the grandkids are doing so well I know you are proud of them all I can’t believe it been four years I will never understand why God took you we had such a lot of living to do, I feel that my life just stop the day you died  I love our family our lads I don’t know what I would have done without them I love all our family to bits but there’s no meaning to my life I just get up in the morning go thought each minute at a time until the day ends and I go to bed sad I know but true but Ken I will never give up on life because I owe it to you to get on with it because if you could you would be here you loved life so I live my life for us both my life was you and me so I feel I lost half of myself we never spent one minute apart and after all this time I can’t believe it been four years the time just gone I just feel that I have stood still waiting for you to come back and walk through the door with that smile on your face and I know that’s not going to happen I not mad but that’s how I feel I can wish lol I know what you be saying to me now lol but I just miss you so much I will forever miss you and forever love you good night god bless x sending you lots of big hugs and kiss xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ken valentine’s day tomorrow the day my mom got laid to rest and we stop giving each other cards , but we didn’t need cards  we both knew we loved each other ken I so miss you so much you are the best husband /friend/soul mate ken you are the best thing that happen to me happy valentine’s day just wish you were here with me so I could give you a big kiss and loads of big hugs love you good night God Bless love you more xxxxxx

LOVE YOU NIGHT GOD BLESS Xx

Hello Ken thank you for being right by my side on Monday I could feel you holding me up since then I have been really ill O God I miss you so much and now my best friend my baby Tillie gone all I can say is I feel empty inside ken I hope you’ve got Tillie with you so you can give her lots of hugs and love play football with her ken Tillie been by my side when no one else could be Tillie would never be push away she never give up on me she would take no for an answer she push my hand or roll on her back for a love or she do something funny to get my attention when I cried she cried with me then she do something to make me get up like bring me her ball or teddy when I went from room to room she been there and ken at night she lay by your side of the bed as she always did she deserved better then she got in this world everything that was wrong with her Tillie loved everyone right to the end Tillie give me a reason to get up in the morning bless her Tillie give her all to me thank you bless you I miss you baby she was beautiful inside and out now’s the time for you both to look after each other stay close love you more ken I need you so much to be here with me GOOD NIGHT GOOD BLESS YOU LOVE YOU MORE XXXXXX

hello I miss you God how I wish you were here I don't know what to do and I know you would I hope you can see what is worrying me the vet told me they done all they can for Tillie and she got to be put to sleep I can see how bad she is but I don’t know how I going to get through all this she always with me right by my side just like you were and she keeps me company I talk to her and she knows when I am sad and happy Tillie is with me most of the time I think that’s the reason why I tried so hard to get her skin treated I always thought that she would be put on a some treatment that would put her right that’s why I have kept her with me for so long I have done so much to get her well looking back now I can see it was not for her but for me I never wanted to let her go but she is suffering and she is so beautiful I will really miss her that face you knew I fell in love with her the first time I put my eyes on her I really love her to bits and spend so much time with her but again I got to let her go just like I had to let you go but because I looked after her for so long with her illness I finding this imposable to expect it or get it in my head she got to be put down 0 God why do I have to lose the people and the things I love I am finding myself questioning why me and if there’s is a God and you know that’s not like me I sorry you should not have me going on like this I just need to talk to you I hope you can hear me and read this I really hope you can but I don’t what you to worry about me I just need to tell you how I feel because I know you understand me I miss you so much when our Tillie get to you in heaven please look after her and give her lots of big hugs from me I know you will be playing football with her she has look after me since you been gone bless her and if she can talk she tell you should a lot please be by my side on Friday I know I need you good night God Bless love you more xxxxxxx

hi I miss you I have not wrote on the post for a few weeks Christmas is a busy time I been none stop but your never out off my thoughts not for a second every prize I have got for the lad for Christmas I have question myself would you like it and I have had a bad time putting up the dec and the xmas tree without you I sat looking at them and I released I always did them for you and the family you loved Christmas and now I sit and ask myself why am I still doing them the house is empty without you in it ,yes I know you would what me to carry on doing it all because it is for our of family but my God it so difficult with out you I remember while i was putting up the tree or getting things done for xmas you would be making me a cupper or making dinner or doing the ironing and making me laugh now i am looking for my cupper I have to get it myself that would make you laugh anyway as you can see I will never get over losing you my life will never be the same Ken I got to say you would be so proud of your family the lads have been there for me in so many different ways they remind me of you, night Ken love you more Happy Christmas my soul mate and my forever friend say hello to my mom/ dad tell them I wish them a happy Christmas all my love and hugs go to you all have a party but save that last dance for me love you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Ken stay close to our lads and grandkids they miss you so much xxxxxxxx

well never a day goes by were I don't think about you and every day I miss you more I love you and I always will miss you so much it painful well I say good night god bless love you more xxxxx

miss you love you more good night God Bless xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

just a note to tell you how much I wish you were with me right now Who said it gets easier I am living proof it don’t all I do is put one foot in front of the other that’s all I can do I miss you so much I know the lads miss you as well and there is nothing I can do to help them you was always the one who made them feel so loved and looked after and safe you was always the one to put things right we are just so lost without you the grandkids love and miss you so much each one of them love you so much I feel I cant do enough to help them that's because we are a team but now my right arms missing and there never enough of me to go around and I never be you ken you are should a special dad granddad and husband how can we as a family move on without you but we most we owe it to you ken you loved life so I keep trying to do my best I promise you that I miss your hugs your smile you made me laugh and I miss your funny ways god bless good night love you more xxxxxxxxxxxx X

Well another birthday without you by myside I miss the card and my prizes and my first cup of tea on the morning of my birthday and that kiss and hug you always give me what I give now for one of your hugs and you saying happy birthday with a big smile on your face my life will never be the same without you but I know your always by my side love you more than words can ever say good night god bless love you more xx I am so lucky to have had you in my life and I thank god for that but I wished he could have lift you with me for longer we had so much more to give to this world my soul mate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

just to tell you what I hope you already know I love you more then I can say I miss you more each day my life will never be the same without you in it please keep watching over our family please look after them from up there they all miss you so much as you know this week been a bad one for me but I just carry taking one day at a time and one day I will see you again and we will be back as one again good night god bless love you more xxxxxx

hi I am sorry I not been on here but you know I love you and all ways will i miss you more then anyone knows good night god bless love you more xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy Birthday have a party wish I was with you we would dance till we dropped hope you get all the kisses and hugs I sent you just wished heaven had visiting time I would stay and we would talk I got such a lot to tell you but I would never want to leave again x Happy Birthday mate love you more xxx

hello ken I wish you could be with me ,you loved your holidays I miss you so very much we have had so many happy times together but we should have a lot more but you was taken to soon I still cant believe I got to live the rest of my life without you giving me my hugs and telling me everything will be ok I miss you so much it is so painful every day is empty without you ken how I wish you could have been here to see Lauren prom she look amazing all grown up and now left school she done so well at school love her and Mai /Jess going to big school in September they had there leaving assemble today they have done so well at school it made me cry and our Liam doing his driving lessons he doing really good at college not forgetting our Henri he is beautiful inside and out he picked up your photo today and said mine man he wanted to take it home bless him he knows who his granddad is I know you love ❤️ him Ken I know you are proud like I am of them all but I can see on all there faces they wish you were here to see what they all done for you but I know you will always be right by there sides looking after each of them they all made us proud we all miss you so much well it your birthday on Sunday 23 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE AND HUGS have a party dance till you cant dance anymore but don't forget to save that last dance for me god bless good night love you more xxxxxx

Happy Birthday for Sunday Dad x We miss you so so much but I always feel that you're with us x Keep shining bright x As always we will raise a glass for you on Sunday x Our family that you and mom selflessly devoted yourselves to are strong x You and mom taught me how to be a great parent x Mai misses you so much bless her x Henri is doing well, he has your genes, I know you love him & the family more than we can ever imagine x Love you x

ken I love you more miss you more every day xxx wish I could just have a big hug from you right now so I am sending love and hugs to you please remember to save the last dance for me xxxxxxx

happy fathers day you are the best dad love you to the moon and back love you more xxx wish you were here x

well ken lauren leaving school I know you been looking after her and our liam now a L driver and I know you looking after him as well I also know that you looking after mai x jess x henri x thank you love you forever good night god bless love you more xx

just to say thank you xxx

ken miss and love you always ken you are and always will be my soul mate I know you are by my side I just wish I could hug you I miss you more today then yesterday don't forget to save the last dance for me God took you to soon we were going to do so much we got a lot of living to do but I thank God we had so many happy years together and we have three wonderful sons and they made us happy and proud of them we got the most wonderful grandchildren all our family miss you so very much we must have done something right but I miss you so much
well for now good night God bless love you more never stop missing you xxxxxxx

miss love you good night god bless love you more xxxx

what can I say but miss you x just miss you x

hello miss you what a day I love you more and always will xxx

ken what can I say I just miss you xxxx

thank you ken
I love you more for just being you I miss you so much I thank you ken you never have to thank me I would do it all over again 
ken my life with you was the best
I know you will always be with me and our family we all miss you so much that's why I cry so much you will be forever loved and forever missed xxxx

hello I love you and miss you so so much every day I wish you were with me love you night god bless love you more xxxxxx

hello love you more xxxx

love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx more xxxxxxxxxxxx

ken I love you more then ever just a note to tell you miss you so much just every day wish you were here with me I miss your cups of tea you always know when I needed a hug and you always know when I needed to talk I just miss you xxxxxxx

miss you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Our lives can be so very sad, loosing loved ones and the only thing we have are our beautiful memories, although I didn't know you well, I have got to know you more through your family, who are a credit to you. You have the most wonderful wife but I know you know that, the pain never goes away even when life goes on.........R I P Ken xxxx

Thought about you today Ken, how time flies, 3 years, they say time heals our pain BUT that's not true.

18 February Ken three years today words can’t describe the pain that I feel x
I have times when I think that the tears have stopped then something comes along and brings the memory back and the tears fill my soul, Ken You will always be in my heart I know we will meet again x
Time don’t heal that’s rubbish, all I know is I have to take one day at a time, how can time heal when we have grown up together, I was 14 when I first met you, we got married in 1971, it was your 22 birthday the day before our wedding, I was 18 we were so young, we both knew that we were meant to be together for the rest of our lives x
It’s not ever going to be easy without you, my life will never be the same again how could it be, half of me died with you, I will carry on the best I can making sure that our family knows I am always there for them I owe you and our family that x 
I am so proud and grateful to have our sons in my life I would not have known what to do without them they have supported me and loved me so much they been there for me even when I been a right pain , and not forgetting they have missed you just as much as me bless them, they took the time to support me and have always been there when I needed them, I can see they have got a lot of you ken in each of them, they have done you proud , but I know you have always been so proud of each of them no matter what, you love your sons to bits bless you, I THANK MY SONS all three of them and there Beautiful family’s for the support and love they have given me, because I know I would not have got this far without you all you kept me strong thank you x
I am so thankful and blessed Ken because I got to know and love you, I have had so many precious memories with you ken so many happy times, so many happy years I would rather feel this inexplicable pain of outliving you then never to have known you, and have you in my life I would never change anything in my life x
What we have will never die because ken you live in my heart, I will love you until the day I died and when we meet again I will love you for eternity, thank you for being my soul mate thank you for making life so easy to live thank you for being you x
when I am wondering how I am going to get through the next day Ken you are the one who gives me the strength to go on, because even when you know about your illness you were so strong you fight so much you wanted to be here with our family and me, So I will live my life for both of us x
I can’t say I miss you more today because I miss you from the bottom of my heart and soul every minute of every day x
Ken until we meet again fly high in the clouds and dance with the angels just remember to please save that last dance for me then we will hold on to each other and we will never have to leave each other again good night God bless love you more xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

love you more then any words can say xxxxx

thank you miss you love you more xxxx

night love you more so need to talk to you right now miss you more each dayxxxx

HAPPY NEW YEAR JUST WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH BUT AS I HAVE SAID BEFORE YOU WILL NEVER BE FAR AWAY FROM US ALL I KNOW YOU WOULD BE PROUD OF THE FAMILY AS THEY ARE DOING THE BEST THEY CAN WITHOUT YOU LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANY WORDS CAN SAY SAVE THE LAST DANCE FOR ME XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

HAPPY CHRISTMAS KEN I REALLY WISH I WAS SAYING IT TO YOU FACE TO FACE AND THAT I WAS GIVING YOU A BIG HUG AND KISS BUT I WILL SEND THEM TO YOU WRAP IN A LOT OF LOVE WHICH WILL NEVER END, WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH GOOD NIGHT GOD BLESS LOVE YOU MORE X

love you more I hope your ok I still worry about you I hope you are having a rest please remember death will never part us I hope you like how our home looks it been hard getting it ready for Christmas with out you helping me but I know you what me to do it for our family I miss you so much how long do I love you for ever good night god bless I know one day I will be with you again just save that last dance for me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

love you so much I miss you sorry I not in a good place but I will be ok I just miss you so much always LOVE YOU MORE GOD BLESS YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Ken you are always there with me when I need you thank you I just wish I could have one of your big hugs you always made me feel safe I miss them but I miss so many things we did together we still had a lot of living to do and life without you don’t get any better I just keep going just for you but my life will never be the same again but  I got to keep going just like you what me to I know one day we will back as one love and miss you forever GOOD NIGHT GOD BLESS LOVE YOU LOVE YOU MORE XXXXXX

Gods is the only one that really knows how much I miss you I still feel lost without you I sorry I know you would what me to be happy but I really don’t know how to without you
I live now for our family but that very hard at times as you know but it’s even harder now without you by my side you have always been there for me I know you will never be far away
I just wished I could sit down with you and have a cup of tea and talk to you put the world to right just as we always use to do, why is life so hard they say it gets better with time well I can say it don’t there’s not a day goes by that I have to face things that we both use to deal with and now I am standing on my own I find myself asking why am I left behind because I no good without you we are one always have been always will be I feel that I am letting you down but as I said you are a hard act to follow but I promise you I am really trying to keep things right and moving forward I will always try just for you God please give Ken a big hug from me ken love you always love you more xxx

Well the carpets are coming tomorrow i hope , and it my birthday as you know i miss you in so many ways but on my birthday it don't get any better for me but I have always gone on for you I owe it to you because you tried so much to stay with your family.What I trying to say is I just miss you not just on my birthday but every Second of the day and I always will for the rest of my life LOVE YOU MORE XXXXXXXXXXXXX

well ken we did it all done I know you love it just wished you were here with me I know you would be proud of everyone who helped me because without them I would never have done this on my own but I know I never on my own you are always with me but i got sorry I cant fix everything I feel I let you down but I have tried to understand but no matter what I say or do it not working I miss you so much when it like this it so sad but I don't know what to do or say I just wish you was here to sort it all out but we both know it would not be like this if you was well please stay by my side as I am going to need you over the next few weeks love you more then I can put into words miss you forever good night god bless love you more xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

love you more what should I do x

I tried but I know you understand thanks only you will know what I mean I miss you so much but I will keep going just for you stay near I will miss you forever I know you were with us mai /me on the beach we all love and miss you so much I try and keep all the family close your family are your world so I will always try to keep them going and love them and be there for them just as you always are but no one can do that like you but I do my best thanks for every think you did to make my life the best I will never forget you my big man xxx love you more xx God bless night xxxxxx

miss you but you know that still need you to stay close got a lot to face in the next few months it times like this I know you would say just get on with it and before you know it we will have it done but it so hard to do the things we use to do together you know what I mean but I know you would what me to do my best so just for you I will ken I will never stop loving you so I will always try my best just like you always do night god bless love you more xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

"HAPPY ANNIVERSARY KEN LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK MY VERY SPECIAL HUSBAND XXXXX
KEN YOU HAD THIS WAY THAT YOU MADE EACH OF US FEEL SPECIAL WHEN WE WERE WITH YOU I AM SO PROUD TO BE CALLED YOUR WIFE
KEN YOU ALWAYS HAD TIME FOR US EVEN WHEN YOU WAS ILL YOUR FAMILY COME FIRST YOU ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL AND LOVED I WAS NEVER ALONE YOU WAS ALWAYS BY MY SIDE THOUGHT GOOD AND BAD TIMES
THAT WHY YOU ARE EASY TO LOVE AND SO HARD TO LIVE WITHOUT THIS IS JUST NOT RIGHT YOU SHOULD BE HEAR WITH ME WITH THAT BIG SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND YOUR BIG BROWN EYES LOOKING AT ME GIVING ME MY ROSES  I LOVED EVERY YEAR HAVING ONE MORE ROSE THEN THE YEAR BEFORE THEY USE TO FILL THE HOUSE I REALLY MISS THAT I WILL MISS YOU TILL THE DAY I DIE THEN I WILL BE WITH YOU AGAIN I WILL HOLD ON TO YOU AND NEVER LET GO AGAIN WE WILL BE TOGETHER FOR EVER MISS YOU MY SPECIAL MAN IF KISS WERE RAINDROPS I SEND YOU A SHOWERS IF HUGS WERE SECONDS I SEND YOU HOURS HOW I WISH I COULD JUST HUG YOU HAPPY ANNIVERSARY LOVE YOU MORE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX"