well Ken I hope you understand that there are no words to tell you how I feel about today, but I know you understand you always do, you are the only one who understands me, you are so special. I just wish you was home with me I miss our talks I miss my cups of tea I miss the little thing you always did for me the house is not the same, I feel lost and scared there are so many around me but the one I need is you the world around me keep moving and I feel as if I am frozen life as I know it has changed , I feel that I am letting you down feeling as I do but I am trying just for you I feel part of me went with you ,so as a Lauren said save a place for me I need to be with you GOOD NIGHT GOD BLESS LOVE YOU MORE XXXXXXXX YOU ARE ONE OF THE BEST