Christmas is a day of joy. But for me and my family, it is also filled with sadness, because it is a day when Kennie's absence is intensely felt. Kennie loved Christmas! It was always a big deal to her as a little girl, and when she became a mother, she wanted it to be a big deal for her daughter, Jennie, always was so thoughtful in her choice of gifts. She had fantastic "wrapping skills." We know Christmas in Heaven is better than Christmas on earth, no twinkling lights, but the radiant light of heaven itself. No glass angels on trees, but real, holy angels of God all around. In Heaven there is peace. On earth there is war. In Heaven there is perfect harmony. On earth there is often friction among friends and family. In Heaven, feasting and perfection on earth there is fattening food and illnesses. We don't need to sorrow for our loved ones who are celebrating Christmas in Heaven, but we do sorrow for ourselves over their absence. Kennie, you are so loved and missed and we never know who will spend Christmas in Heaven next year. Merry Christmas our beautiful daughter. We love you.