Hello babe, still loving you and missing you more than you'll ever know, we're all doing ok, kids are doing well at school ferrens loving school and made lots of friends, writes his name brilliantly and is learning his numbers, you'd be so proud of him, we talk about you all the time, trying to keep your memory alive but what I'd give to have 5 minutes with you, just to hear you say your ok, happy and you love me still, it's so hard toget on with life and plan a future without you in it, it's been a hard 16 months and I've mastered hiding the pain and how to fake smile lol but the kids always bring up crazy stories of what you used to do and we do have a good laugh at times, I miss you so so much and I love you as much now as I did when we first got together, like our song my love for you grows stronger everyday, I'll leave it there for now babe but I'll check in on you again soon ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Xxxxx