I never referred to you by your given name, because to me you were my other Mom. I hadn't seen Mom in a long spell, and so when Quinn informed me she was admitted into the Hospital, I knew in myheart this yime her health issue of diabetes (poor self care), she would lose the battle. I sorely wanted to see Mom one last time, but I chose not to, because I wanted to remember her best vital, sarcastic, and in her own apartment having family/friends around and how happy she was. I swear I did not avoid spending last moments to be unsupportive or have no love. She was there for me too, and I will miss her greatly! "Carry on my eayward son ("Ma"), they'll be peace when you are done...lay your weary heart to rest, dontcha cry no more!"