Nanny, it’s been almost two years since you’ve left and when you did a part of me also left with you. You showed me what true unconditionally love was and felt like, also loyalty. You truly are the only person on this earth that understood me. You’re opinions and advice meant the world to me. I will firmly hold on to every beautiful memory I have with you. All the times you would pull me all around town in the wagon on any given day, we didn’t have much but we made fun out of anything and everything like playing in the water spout on the side of the old apartment and when you dump water of the balcony on us, that’s only a few of the things you did if I kept going I wouldn’t be able to stop but that little stuff meant so much to me we had a bond that is unbreakable i miss talking to you so bad we’d laugh and joke sit in the house all day I miss it so much I miss you so much, you always went above and beyond for me and I really appreciate that I apologize from the bottom of my heart I wasn’t there for your last moments I will never forgive myself. You mean so much to me nanny my favorite person in this world. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you or miss you I will never get over it I miss you more and more everyday. You will forever live on through all of us, I love you more than peanutbutter nanny forever, until we meet again love your first grandson jb

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