Hey mam, I’m having one of many nights I wish you were here, it’ll soon be your and dads anniversary, then your birthday on 2nd June, all I seem to do is think of what would have been all your birthdays, anniversaries, and anniversaries of losing you all, there seems to be something every wk, between you dad bob Ryan, granny and grandad.. Life is so cruel and I’m here alone when you have my bob with you! It’s a struggle but I’m doing it ! Although it’s bloody hard going!! Robert and Chantelle are due your great grandchild at Xmas ( although it’s early days) it’s hush hush just now as she’s not 12 wks yet… but I’ve not heard or hear from them much, so nothing has changed, Robert is Robert, they live in their own world where no else exists!! Please always remember I think or talk about you every day ( looking in mirror I’ll never forget you lol) I look so much like you, it’s not a bad thing .. give dad and bob my love and tell them they’re always in my thoughts too.. mam ! I miss you all so bloody much… it hurts being alone at night with nobody but Minnie ( dog) and 3 cats but there’s only so much you can’t tell them and they don’t answer back either… lol.. love love and MISS you all so
Much.. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Wow! It’s nearly Xmas and I’m doing what you used to do ( running around at last minutes ) so I inherited that from you as well as looking like you! I look in the mirror and see you looking back at me.. sorry I didn’t put a post up for your birthday ( I actually wrote it but didn't tap the publish button! ‍♀️.. Its also 15 yrs since you left us.. Give my love to Dad and a Bug Hug to my Bob, tell him I miss and love him so much.. love you all so very much.. Happy Christmas to you all up there… .. xxxxxx❤️❤️❤️

Another year and missed as much as ever, 14 yrs is a long time Mam but It still hurts like yesterday, tell Dad I love and miss him and give my Bob a big hug and all my love, your all such a Big Miss in my life.. Love you forever and Always xxxxxxxxx

Happy belated Birthday Mam, I didn’t forget as I went up to visit you yesterday with flowers, hope you like them.. love and miss you every minute of every day.. Hope Bob’s behaving up there and your looking after him as well as Dad… love you forever and a Day.. ❤️❤️❤️ Xxxxx

Happy Heavenly Birthday Mam.. 87 today.. not a day goes past where I don’t think of you.. Hope Dad and Bob are with you to celebrate… love and Miss you Always… ❤️❤️ Xxxx

Mam it’s been 12yrs since you fell asleep for the last time. Time doesn’t change anything I still miss you so much. You were my best friend as well as my mum, we had so many laughs and I hope your still laughing wherever you are. Love & Miss you until we meet again for much more laughter.
Love you forever. Please look after My Bob for me It’s 19months since he fell asleep. Love and hugs to you all. ❤️❤️ Xxx

Today Marks 11 yrs since you left us, it hurts just as much now as it did then. Much love and remembered every single day. Give my love to Dad and my Darling Bob. The ❤❤ I love and miss you all so much.
                   Love Always
                       Gail

Happy Heavenly Birthday mum, I think about you every day and miss you as much now as I did b4. Please look after My Darling Bob who passed away 29/11/18 aged 59. Watch him till I get there. Love you Dad & my Bob. ❤❤ xxxxxx

Love you to the moon and back. forever <3 xxxxx <3