First True Love ( Wife, Doris Deese )
November 16, 2020
by Doris Deese
Michael ,( Honey) I am missing you and still loving you so much,even till this day ,you was my best friend ,my partner in everything in life .I can still hear your laughter in my mind,I carry you in my heart an mind with me every where I go.I cry everyday for you ,begging you to come back ,I know it's nuts ,but you and me was always meant to be together ( you told me so many times )You told me so many times ,that your dream finally came true, You an I was finally as man an wife. I say good night to you every night ,an morning honey ,every morning ,I miss our camping,fishing,pool playing,cooking holidays dinners together ,( especially ,you making your special devil eggs ,an your special hamburgers)Honey ,would be so pissed at what's people had done to me an what had been going on ,But I know ,you see everything from heaven ,I love you Michael Deese ,I wish I was with you at this second,wish you would had taken me with you,It's so lonely on this earth without you ,I play your voicemails ,( I had saved everyone ) Your family betrayed you & me,They did not even help me with nothing .But we both knew that was going happen ,( you had even told me this ,we discuss your family an mine ) But soon you and I will be together ,an I will get to see you again .
Your Loving Wife ,for eternity ,I'll never marry another ,Promise ,Love You Husband , Forever!!! ( Honey ,I play that video you sent me ,everytime I'm on my phone ( Thinking Of You ) you said that's how much ,you really love me an I love with me .
Your Loving Wife ,for eternity ,I'll never marry another ,Promise ,Love You Husband , Forever!!! ( Honey ,I play that video you sent me ,everytime I'm on my phone ( Thinking Of You ) you said that's how much ,you really love me an I love with me .