Sigh. I have never known what to say on here really because I have never been able to find words that do justice to her remembrance. To say that I miss her is a gross understatement and on days like yesterday, I find myself running though a gamete of emotions. Laughter, crying, daydreaming, sobbing, etc.
This world is just not the same without her in it and I want so bad to just drive over to her house and give her the biggest hug and do all the old-timer jokes to her that I know she would do to me because that's what brothers and sisters do.
Time goes on but on April 25th and June 10th of every year, it seems to stop because it just doesn't seem real. I miss you so much sis my heart hurts and I cry now, even as I press these keys knowing that another year has gone by without you.
Your legacy lives on with your sons and please know that I love you. I would trade places with you right now if I could as no one deserved to get all life had to offer more than you. I long for the day that that hug is possible again and that your face is the first I see in Heaven. God Bless you Laura. Always---Philip