This never gets easier it's a pit in my heart a knot in my stomach absence in my life living without u is a life sentence that I just don't want to do my heart constantly aches and the pain sometimes feel so hard to bare I often question how could this be I love u le I miss u and I never ever in my life felt so empty it's like living a nightmare that I can never wake up from but through everything we been through i know u loved me and I know now u truly can see how much I love u the first day of scool is coming and sugabooga can't stop talking about u I love u so much please don't ever leave me forever loving u kay