Today marks 18 years since my life flipped over and I lost it. Never thought you would leave me. You were my grandfather but like my dad. I miss you like crazy but u r up there with mema and mom and my dad now. I wish I could just walk up the stairs to heaven and get a hug from you. To hear you call me pumpkinseed just one more time or calls the squirrels would just make me so happy. I miss n I love u so much. Thank you for all you taught me and for loving me. Save me a seat when it is my time. I love u pepa forever.

17 yrs and it still seems like yesterday I was getting the worst news in my life. You weren't just my grandfather but were my dad for my whole life. You taught me never to depend on anyone cuz u never know what life has to offer. I miss u calling me pumpkin seed. I miss your voice and your laugh. I wish I could go visit heaven so many things I want to say but guess u will have to keep being my angel. Take care of mema and mom and save me a seat. One day I will be with u. I love u Pepa and think of u daily. See ya soon.

Well another Christmas has come without you. Seems like just yesterday I could hear you saying pumpkin seed Santa's coming hope you have been good. I miss u and mama and mom so much. Feels like I have Noone left. I am alone. I love u and I hope u watch over us always and I know u do. See u in my dreams and save me a seat.

Happy Birthday Pepa another year without you here still kills me to this day. I think of u daily n all the things u taught me I am trying to pass on to the kids. I wish I could talk to u or see you but I will one day..I love u

Always love,
Pumpkin seed

Today my pepa would have been 93. Gone to early. I miss him so much. He was my father is so many ways not just my grandfather. Hope you and mama and mom are having a party. I will be having one to for u. I love and miss u so very much.

Always love
Pumpkin seed

Happy birthday people you would have been 92 today I miss you everyday now you're up there with my mom and now you have $2 with you I miss you so much I think about you constantly I want to pick up the phone I want to call you I want to talk to you I want to tell you what I did today my life changed the day you left I have never been the same I turned into somebody else but I have the core values of what you taught me and I have tried to pass those on to the kids I hope you're saving a seat for me because I hope to see you again soon someday I love you so much have a happy 92nd birthday

My Pepa was my world. He taught me so much. I miss him so much. I think of my children know and only wish they would have been old enough to remember such a wonderful man..not a day goes by that I don't wish he was here. But I will see him on the other side waiting for me. I love u Pepa and I miss u like crazy.