Hi mama it's been a while , I just wanted to say I miss you so much Trey is so big and he really misses you . I've been clean and sober for a year now , at times it gets ruff but I have you in me so I know I got the strength to continue . Man , our family is distant right now mom , you think you can work your magic and help a little to make us whole once again .... since you left us we all kinda just fell apart , I hope your loving your grandbaby Kendric up there , give him my love and tell him I miss him so much , I'm sorry , and you both stay on my mind . Well I'll write you again soon . I love you more than pork & beans & rice !!!!

Happy Birthday Mom! My whole life it always seemed that I forgot to call you or didn't make it to see you on your birthday... Even forgot to put the damn card in the mailbox so you know that on your special day, you are loved and appreciated. I didn't forget because you are less important or that your birthday wasn't a big deal... because the day you were born is THE MOST IMPORTANT! if you weren't born that day, April 7th, 1954 I wouldn't be sitting here today neither would the rest of my siblings... I sit here and imagine the chain of events that unraveled that spring day years ago and I am grateful for the time that we got to be together. Your birthday is Always acknowledged and Im never late saying " Happy Birthday Mom"... but even back when I was late or the date slipped my mind, you always made light of it with some sick sarcastic remarks usually ending in great laughs from all of us. You already had started building our family the day you were born! That is AMAZINGNESS at its finest!!! I like to think that I got a double dose of Amazingness... one from my AMAZING mother and another from my Amazing father. Thank you for being one hell of a mother, sister, daughter, friend, cousin, Auntie, Gramma and GREAT Grandmother!
TODAY FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY I WILL LET OUR AMAZING SHINE BRIGHT! ON TIME!!! ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!
I love you Mom... you are forever missed and forever in our hearts.

Well mom , It's gonna be a whole year since you left us in a few minutes. I'm still missing you more than ever , I Love you ... <3

Hi mom... one year ago my whole life changed. I can't even explain the sense of emptiness I have since you've been gone. I told Becky it's time to send you the lantern... It is time. So much has happened in the last year but you already know cuz you up there laughing your ass off! Araya is following in my footsteps and I'm at the end of my rope. Now I know how you felt those years I did the same to you...I just wish she would realize I'm not going to be here forever..just like your not. If I could just turn back time.... But that's impossible. I miss you so much and I think about all the time that I wasted running away, and being impossible to deal with and I wish I had that time back to show you how much I appreciate you and all that you've done for me. I hope she sees it before it's too late too.
I love you mom... More than pork and beans... You are forever missed

                

Love ya mom <3

Happy Birthday Mama <3 I Love You & Miss you Dearly , We are sending you a latern this evening , I know you would love it . Just know there is always something everyday that reminds me of you , I know that you are here beside us . Xoxoxoxo

Hey mama , Been thinking a lot about you . My babys are getting so big , Im glad Kaiden was able to be in the presence of the strongest women Ive ever known . He is such a great baby you would Love him . I know Trey misses you dearly .... Just continue to watch over us mom , I love you more than Pork & Beans & Rice !!! <3 xoxoxoxo

Sometimes I catch myself
Thinking, "When I phone,
I can talk of this or that!"
Then remember, I'm alone.
She was always there
To answer my calls -
To listen to my "small talk"
Or when I climbed the walls.
At times, I didn't feel like talking
And somehow, she understood -
Didn't say she wished I'd call
Or make me feel like I should.
Now, I wish I would have
More times, to show I cared -
To say, just how important
all those times we shared.
I could have shown my love
So much more than I did -
I never, did it enough
Even when I was a kid.
Now it's too late to do or say
All those things I wish I had -
No way to ease the pain inside
When my heart is sad.
She was my "anchor" to this life -
The "rock", that I clung to -
The place, where I could turn
When, nowhere else would do.
Now, the ravages of time
Have worn my "rock" away -
And all I have to cling to
Are memories of yesterday

I'm sorry mom that i wasn't there for you at the end but i couldn't deal with my emotions and the thought of losing you ...i wasn't ready to deal with it ....I'm also sorry to my brothers and sisters for being distant towards them in this time of need but our moms death hit me harder then i thought it would. i really truly love this lady with all my heart and soul. my mom will always be in my heart .. please forgive me ....love your chunglee

It's always hard to say goodbye to a very special woman, at least now your in no more pain and your in a beautiful place with a lot peace. Your were always there when i needed you . You opened your home to me when I needed somewhere to stay. Your kids are my friends for life. They inherited your big heart, Charles, Mary, and Rebecca I Love them very much. Over the years your son JR has ended up being my one and only best friend I'll ever have,  White Cloud you will always be in my heart, You'll be forever missed but never forgotten. Love you always Tina Burnard (aka: Bread ans Butter)..........

I know in these times of loss it is hard to say goodbye,when we did hangout wytecloud was always cool to be around and you better beleave that all my memories are good ones of hangout with you and your kids wytecloud,forever missed,always loved,and never foregotten!!!!!! With much love and Respect

Well girl you will be missed dearly. You will always be looked upon every time we look up WHITE CLOUD. For ever in our hearts

Even though you were not my biological mother you were like my mama you took care of me looked out for me and kicked my butt when need and I loved you very much. Im sorry I didnt keep in touch like I should have I wish you could have meet my kids they would have loved you. I remember you waking me and Becky by yelling " good morning sunshine time for school." You will for ever be in my heart.

"I love you mom , you will always be in my heart. No matter how any of us kids turned out , or what kind of trouble we got into, you was always proud of us .... We never had no secrets , maybe bcuz somehow no matter what u always seemed to find out. This has been the hardest thing ever for me , just know mom that you are loved so much , and anyone that has ever met you WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ♥Love REBECCA ROBERTA THOMAS HILTON"

You were the first person I met when I came into this world and I held your hand til you left this world... The hardest thing I've ever had to do was tell you goodbye for now until we meet again. I promised you I would stay by your side always and that's where I will always be.... If I had the choice to do it all over again I would do exactly the same just to spend every last second with you... I have regrets of the time we lost in the last year's you were here but I remember the lifetime of memories we shared and I smile and all regrets go out the door... I love you so much mom and you will never be forgotten. I promise to carry on all the strength and love that you showed us as a mother and pass it on to your grandchildren and great grandchildren and all the way down the long line of our beautiful family. With love always and forever, Your Daughter, ♡♡♡Mary ♡♡♡

May this light burn forever in your memory ,
even though you are not with us in the flesh you are surly with us in spirit and in heart forever.may you guide us through the good times & bad times.