Well Parents, 

Had Sam over for the weekend and New Years eve, we both managed to stay up till midnight and then it was lights out.   We remembered you and im sure it was hard on Sam since she Always spent it with you!   I offered her Welch's but she declined.  Lol. Ok some my resolution was to better my life this year so heres for a Life changing New Year!!!  P S Mom,  we're still not fighting!! (Well, not really)    We Love and Miss you both!!!

Hello Parents! !!   Im not sure if your seeing me fall apart or not however I want you to know and tell Butch. ( I. Finally see how my choices have been the cause of my unhappy life)   I wish you both were still around .  You would be proud of all of us!!!  I had NO IDEA MOM that you dying would kill a part of me.   I look for signs from you everyday and I even cry my eyed out wondering why you haven't come and got me?   We do see an awful lot of Red birds.  Mostly out at Sherrys.    Im trying to cope with my emptiness so my siblings don't have to suffer another loss within a year.    My heart goes out to them.    Ok Parents. Know we All love and miss you both and that we honor and respect you even after your gone!!   We re GOOD KIDS!! Hug Grandma for me and tell Danny Foster I've waited my whole life to see him again!  Xxoo

Thinking of both of you a lot this Christmas season.  Missing you.  

Great picture of the two of my parents.