It's not getting any easier, I still miss you a lot. The sweet pea seeds the kids and I started on February 7 are ready to be planted outside. I was supposed to do it on your birthday but I never had a quiet moment to myself, sorry. I'm going to make sure it gets done today. Nathaniel asked me the other day if you were Grandma or Great Grandma, he said sometimes he forgets. It made me sad that he doesn't have his own memories of you, just the ones we've told him. All three kids definitely know you were so loved, though!