Merry Christmas Lou ❤I Miss You So Much!!! I feel like you left us yesterday and it was 10 yrs. People say it gets easier with time well it never has for me.
When I first came down here I got sick and died well you know all this I'm sure you were there with me and you know I didnt do anything to myself to cause it. I still haven't found out what happened to me that day or the 2 times after that. I'm still afraid when I start feeling dizzy or shortness of breath, just cant get used to that feeling thinking you can die at any time!
I dont celebrate holidays I spend them with my dogs alone just like every other day.
They took your picture down

Happy Birthday Lou!!! I Miss You as much today as I did the day God took you. So much has changed, Hunters birthday is also today, that was meant to be :-D. I LOVE YOU!!!!!! MISS YOU ALWAYS!!!!!!

I MISS YOU MORE EVER DAY THAT GOES BY, I HAVE SURVIVORS GUILT.........IM HAVING TROUBLE DEALING WITH. PLEASE HELP ME, PLEASE, I NEED YOUR HELP MORE THAN I EVER HAVE, WATCHING OVER ME ISNT ENOUGH IF YOU ARE. PLEASE HELP ME.

Always in my heart!!!