January 29, 2015
January 29, 2015
Pa Louie was a great and kind man! He was a man that believed in his word. I remeber him taking care of us a lot. Man oh man it's hurting me to just stand here and right this. I am trying my best everyday to not be mad. But it was just to soon for him to go. That Thursday Jan 22,2015 I went by to visit with him and grandma. We were sitting there talking about little things and he was telling me how to get rid of the ticks out my yard. He gave me a bag of tick poison and explain how to use it. I remeber me asking him how he felt he said Ashley I feel good. I had to leave them. That afternoon around 5:30 I was going to call to let him know I spread all the tick posion and I got so busy with other chores I forgot. A hour later my mom calls to tell me pa ain't doing good and he's at the ER. I sometimes wonder and ask myself why didn't I call him. Because I got so busy with things in life, I forgot. Yes I am still mad with myself. But God had it all planned out. It hurts even more when my three year old ask where is papa. Papa thought a lot about Eden. We would go over and he would ask papa what's this what's that (his watch,a flash light) papa would explain what every object was and how to use it.There's so much stuff to talk about my Pa Louie but I am limited on these letters. I will love and miss you Pa.