March 25, 2021
March 25, 2021
Well momma it’s been so many years it feels like yesterday that ur gone not a day goes by I don’t miss you .. mom I miss u so much how did u do it all of these years with out losing it with the kids I don’t know how u do it but it’s been really hard for me I lost one of my daughters and now losing another with out knowing what to do or done nothing in return I haven’t talk to Ariel since my dads funeral and only two words that were said between us I tried to reach out I feel like a failure everything I do is wrong if I don’t kids there butts I feel that I lose them and they do disrespect me and threaten me I don’t know mom I wish u were here our whole family is falling apart or I should say fell apart Michael is to graduate this year and I will no longer have any kids at home what’s hurts worst that is when one of my kids say that u can’t control me no longer and that this will be the last thing u do and u will regret it I don’t know what I am doing I am just sick of getting disrespected when I have no control over anything I love u mom and I miss u so much I wish I did a little better being a mom must of did something wrong but I don’t know what I miss u so much I miss our family gatherings and I miss our old life this life is just so unreal I love to the moon and back until I see u again I miss u so much I love u !!!