leaving a flower, dont know where to start, always thought i would have more time with you, so mad at everyone for having their mother still here on this earth and mines not. i try to think about my childhood and how young you where and the way you kept your children healthy and clean. i know you always said not to question God, but i am, why my mother, my neice my granddaugher. the last time i saw you in the hospital i told you that i never wanted to lose you, i didnt know that a month later you would be gone, SO MANY REGRETS For not calling more or visiting more, I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU AND WILL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL I DIE, I LEARN TO UNDER STAND SO MANY THINGS WHEN I BECAME AN ADULT AND AFTER WE HAD THAT LONG TALK ONE SUMMER DAY AND YOU TOLD ME ABOUT YOUR CHILDHOOD AND WENDELL SITUTION. MAD MAD MAD , MISS EDITH HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO ME AND WAS COOL WHEN YOU WERE ALIVED, BUT NOW I DISLIKE HER AND MAYBE THATS WRONG BECAUSE DADDY LOVE HER, BUT I WANT TO KNOW WHY NOT HER WHY YOU ARE GONE, NEVER EVER WILL SHE HEAR HAPPY MOTHER DAY COME OUT OF MY MOUTH EVER EVER. WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER MALINDA JANE GEE ALWAYS. KEEP COMING TO ME IN MY DREAM WHEN I AM NOT SURE OF MYSELF OR IF I AM DOING THE RIGHT THING, I KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS BY OUR SIDE BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS AND ASSURE ME THAT I AM DOING THE RIGHT THING, HOPE I CONTINUE TO MAKE YOU PROUD, AND ASK GOD TO KEEP WORKING ON ME.
LOVE YOU FOREVER XXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO