on the 4th december 1979 i opened my eyes for the first time and instantly knew i had met the best friend that would always be there for me,no  matter what i threw at her and true enough she was, even when she was fighting her ilness she was there,so when she fell asleep that day she took away a part of me with her that one day will be put together again like a jigsaw,mum i love you and am sorry i never got to say goodnight just like you used to do all the years but please be there to take me home when the time comes for me to join you  xx