This morning as I was sitting here, I kept asking myself why; I watched you suffer almost until you went home where you belong. The memories of you and I will always be locked in my mind. I brushed your hair back with my fingers while whispering to you how I loved you and how I would always be there. Sometimes we say things we really intend to follow through with but circumstances don't allow. Then that morning when I got that call I should've rushed to your side instead I made a quick stop. How I regret doing that. I cried, I want to remind myself and want my sweet sister to know that I did everything I could to hold onto you, but now I realize that that was not right. You left this world with dignity. Forever in my heart you will have a huge place. I miss you but your suffering is over. Rest In Paradise my sweet. I love you...