How time flies! One year has gone down already since you left me mum, they say time heals all wounds but the wounds of my broken heart since your death seems fresh, I only just learnt to dance in the rain. The pains in my heart and the tears in my eyes any time I talk about you still feels same. God is really looking after me mum, the Holy Spirit has constantly been my comforter, each time I think of you and feel down I just reach out to those beautiful memories of you that draws tears of joy to my eyes. We talk about you each time we gather to gist, your granddaughters always make references to you, there is just always something or moments for us to say "if mummy was here" she would say dat or do that. We miss you so much asampete , my beloved mother, only God brought me this far since 25 September 2014, how I got here mum I can't tell, I know my heart still bleeds but somehow God keeps me in a position that I forget to mourn, ever heard of " supernatural joy" that's what I feel these days, on my own I would not know any happiness but this supernatural joy just comes over me and I find myself so happy, it only Could have been God and I give HIM all the glory for everything and especially for your life spent on earth. I know HE is keeping you in HIS BOSSOM. I said to myself when is one year I will say goodbye forever but mum as I write this, memories of that nights keep rushing back and the tears won't stop flowing. I guess I just have to keep leaning and reaching out to God. Someday I will say goodbye, I don't know when that will be but until then continue to rest in peace my lovely, beautiful and angelic mum. I LOVE YOU DEARLY, I remember you always and you live forever in my heart... #oneyearmemorial #anniversary And mum I finally joined the church workforce you always wanted me to join, I found the best Family and am currently undergoing training, you know that already because you are watching and smiling and as always being proud of your daughter and saying to yourself after the stubbornness she finally did it