Well, where do start haha, i have two brothers,  philip whos the youngest and mars whos the oldest. Then I'm in the middling, so u can Imagine i was well looked  after. We didnt have the best of upbringings, well mum was beat by my dad , regulary so we was put in to care, coz mum cudnt  find a place  for us all, so we all wen to our first foster home, we loved it.....but that Wasn't to last either because they wernt propper foster parents, so yet again bags packed and off to the nxt foster home.... 3 kids at the age of 2,3+5 already been through soo much, had to find in with and the family...... . .. Omg.. .. . What a mum we got, judith  martin... . . ... What a woman, she kept all 3of us and neva let us go. We Still saw  our mum, and Everything turned out good in the end. Mum(judith) brought mark  Alive , you see he was our dad, when my dad was smashes in pub, or asleep  on could, i Remember one me n r philip wer hungry, so mark n me put the five on in the frnt roll, start a piece  of paper  in it so we could light the cooker, only it wen up to fast and we dropped it on the make shift  bed mum had made on the living room  floor , and it wen up in flower, but all my mum less, and it wer on the paper, not one ov our Proudest moments , but he loved telling  Everyone  haha. He was the best big bro anyone could have hes just last his way in life and felt like suicide was his way of Release frm the pain and hurt he was feeling, we tried Everything to make him happy, make him feel loved, but no thing worked not even his little Girl lucy. Omg he loved her so oooooooooo much it was untrue, but not even the love he had for her Wasn't enuf in the end, so sad  xx hes with many freinds and fam up There, so i no hes good and well and Still more than  likely as nutty as eva xxxxxxxxx