hey son i really miss you,i feel lost sense you left me,sometimes it can be to much,people not understanding,because you were not their son,i lost my best friend,everytime i try to ease my pain,i remember those big beautiful eyes from the first time i held you in my arms.i been feeling your trying to reach out to me,the first time you did i was scared:|but im ready to know your ok,so my heart will heal,sometime i feel like im ready to come see you,but i still have others thats not ready,for me to leave,if i had one wish,it will be to have you back,those lil guys dont know what they did to my heart,when they took you,i know you would want for me to move on ,but i cant,lord please help me!!!!