Happy Birthday Robert . I hope you're dancing with the Angels and having a party . Really miss you son . Love always . Mam . XXXXX

Aaaaw Robert !! 20 long , hard years since you left me . Where have they gone ???  Life is sad and hard at the same time . Love and miss you always . Sleep tight . Mam. XXXXXXXXX

Hey Rob ! Happy Birthday big guy . Dance and have fun with the Angels . You have a new niece to care for now - Amaryla . Sadly passed . Heartbreaking . Poor Paris . Love and miss you so much son . Love always . Mam. XXXXX

Hey Rob , 19 years , hard to believe . I thought in May you were coming to take me but i'm relieved i was wrong . Every year you're gone gets lonelier and more isolating . Wish you were here with us , making us laugh . Love and miss you always . Mam , XXX

Hey Robert , Happy Birthday . Miss you loads Rob . I so want to have a chat with you and a coffee . These past two years have been hard . I feel like a hermit that just comes up for air every now and again !! Stay beside me Rob . Lots and lots of love . Mam . XXXX

Hey Robert . Merry Xmas ! It's that time of year i dislike the most as you know . I do miss the family gathering on Xmas day but not the washing up , haha. Chan's got a new house and will be getting married soon . New year , new beginnings hopefully . Miss you everyday Rob . Love always , Mam. XXXXx

My gentle , giant bear , i miss you more than words can say . Can't believe 18 years have passed . It only seems like yesterday . I hope you're happy where you are . Lots of love , hugs and kisses . Mam . XXXX

Hey Robert , 50 years today !!! My i feel old , haha . You've been gone such a very long time but it still feels like yesterday . I miss you more than i can say . Lots of love . Mam . XXX

Hey Robert , here we are again . Another year on ! Your Uncle Bernard passed on 31st May . We did'nt get much warning - it happened very quickly . Marvin has another daughter . Life moves on yet stands still . Love and miss you big guy . XXXX

Hey big guy , happy birthday !! 49 yrs - wow ! It does'nt seem that long since you were born . Making me feel old !! Haha . Miss you Robert . It's madness here at the moment . Kisses to you and Ella . Love you loads . Mam . XXXXXX

!6 years big guy . Gone like a flash but a very long time . Mica had a girl , Lilah . Pagan engaged to be married . Chantal engaged . It's all going on here . I'm trying to settle here but it's been hard . I'm still waiting for it all to fall into place . You now have your granddaughter Ella - Rose , safe in your arms . Keep walking beside me , big man . I need to know you're still with me . Love always , Mam. XXXXXX

Happy Birthday Robert . 48 today ! Time has flown by . Life is'nt the same . The family is fractured . Too much silence and no - one seems to want to make the first move . Pagan has had a son, Mica is soon to have her baby , yet all is not well . Sprinkle a little angel dust big bear . Love and miss you every day . Mam. XXX

Another year , another tear . Life is not the same big guy . The family is split . Little Ella-Rose is gone too . Happy times are few and far between . I miss you so much . XXX

You've been asleep a long time big guy . Miss you every day . We will meet again. Love always , Mam . XXXXX

Happy birthday big guy . Love and miss you every day . Rest in peace son . You went too soon and i was not ready . We will meet again. Love you. Mam. XXXXXXXX